Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3)Gottschall, Rudolf von
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Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3)
Gottschall, Rudolf von
German fiction -- Translations into English
Giulia looked once more imploringly at him. Her eye dropped. She was
weary of the endless torture.
"Cease! I beseech you, Baluzzi! What shall I say? How excuse myself?"
"Invent a robber. You are inventive enough. A lie, more or less, cannot
matter to you, and this is not the worst," added he, scornfully.
"Oh, this torture, this humiliation! Am I not a cowardly woman? Where
is my pride, where is my strength? Have you not appeared as one come to
warn me, to call to me, 'So far, and no farther! Cease, cease from your
reckless game!' And I have not courage to resign, standing before
supreme happiness, not the courage of truth, not the courage to speak
one single word, to avoid an act of infamous sacrilege! Unworthy
struggling, and cheating! That is the greatest humiliation. In open
confession, in the lowest abnegation, before universal repudiation,
there would still be sublimity! A voice would cry to me, 'You have done
rightly,' and above my head I should hear the fluttering of the wings
of my life's good genii who have long since forsaken me."
She seemed to be speaking to herself! Eagerly Baluzzi awaited the
decisive result of this monologue, at the same time with his eyes
devouring the diamonds in Giulia's hand.
"I cannot," cried she suddenly, striking her brow with her clenched
hand. "I am too weak, too powerless! Duty's command appears like a
horrible spectre that gives me up to boundless misery, while under the
spell of criminal silence an ardently longed-for happiness beckons to
me. Pity, pity!"
She cried to Heaven for it with clasped hands; Baluzzi answered, as
though she had spoken to him.
"None of that! The diamonds! It is my last word!"
"And the price--your everlasting silence!"
"Everlasting? Oh, no! That would be a bad bargain! But, by my honour,
for a year, if I live so long, I will not remind you. I will be
silent."
"A very sword above my head! And yet a year's felicity! How much
happiness does not even a moment contain! Who can destroy what once was
ours? And what once it has bought from hell can never be reclaimed! And
yet--how my heart will beat at every step, at every rustle or rattle of
the leaves. No, no, everlasting silence--and the jewels are yours."
"A year--give them, give them, senseless woman!"
He grasped the diamond circle and wrenched it from Giulia's hands after
a short indifferent resistance.
"Then farewell, complete your crime! A year--but pray for my life! For
I have sworn before I die to be revenged upon you! I leave no other
will, save my curse, which shall be upon you."
With these words, and still holding the sparkling ornament high in the
air, he disappeared behind the mirror-door, which he pushed back again
into the framework of the wall.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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