Bildungsromans; France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- France -- Fiction
Sometimes in those last days of winter we would go, before proceeding on
our expedition, into one of the small picture-shows that were being
given at that time, where Swann, as a collector of mark, was greeted
with special deference by the dealers in whose galleries they were held.
And in that still wintry weather the old longing to set out for the
South of France and Venice would be reawakened in me by those rooms in
which a springtime, already well advanced, and a blazing sun cast violet
shadows upon the roseate Alpilles and gave the intense transparency of
emeralds to the Grand Canal. If the weather were inclement, we would go
to a concert or a theatre, and afterwards to one of the fashionable
tea-rooms. There, whenever Mme. Swann had anything to say to me which
she did not wish the people at the next table, or even the waiters who
brought our tea to understand, she would say it in English, as though
that had been a secret language known to our two selves alone. As it
happened everyone in the place knew English--I only had not yet learned
the language, and was obliged to say so to Mme. Swann in order that she
might cease to make, on the people who were drinking tea or were serving
us with it, remarks which I guessed to be uncomplimentary without either
my understanding or the person referred to losing a single word.
Once, in the matter of an afternoon at the theatre, Gilberte gave me a
great surprise. It was precisely the day of which she had spoken to me
some time back, on which fell the anniversary of her grandfather's
death. We were to go, she and I, with her governess, to hear selections
from an opera, and Gilberte had dressed with a view to attending this
performance, and wore the air of indifference with which she was in the
habit of treating whatever we might be going to do, with the comment
that it might be anything in the world, no matter what, provided that it
amused me and had her parents' approval. Before luncheon, her mother
drew us aside to tell us that her father was vexed at the thought of our
going to a theatre on that day. This seemed to me only natural. Gilberte
remained impassive, but grew pale with an anger which she was unable to
conceal; still she uttered not a word. When M. Swann joined us his wife
took him to the other end of the room and said something in his ear. He
called Gilberte, and they went together into the next room. We could
hear their raised voices. And yet I could not bring myself to believe
that Gilberte, so submissive, so loving, so thoughtful, would resist her
father's appeal, on such a day and for so trifling a matter. At length
Swann reappeared with her, saying: "You heard what I said. Now you may
do as you like."
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