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enchantment which would multiply it an hundred fold, and thanks to
which, as though I had been swept through the air on the wings of a
fabulous bird, I was to cross in a few moments the infinitely wide (at
least, at Balbec) social gulf which separated me from Mlle. de
Stermaria.
Unfortunately, if there was one person in the world who, more than
anyone else, lived shut up in a little world of her own, it was my
grandmother. She would not, indeed, have despised me, she would simply
not have understood what I meant had she been told that I attached
importance to the opinions, that I felt an interest in the persons of
people the very existence of whom she had never noticed and would, when
the time came to leave Balbec, retain no impression of their names. I
dared not confess to her that if these same people had seen her talking
to Mme. de Villeparisis, I should have been immensely gratified, because
I felt that the Marquise counted for much in the hotel and that her
friendship would have given us a position in the eyes of Mlle. de
Stermaria. Not that my grandmother's friend represented to me, in any
sense of the word, a member of the aristocracy: I was too well used to
her name, which had been familiar to my ears before my mind had begun to
consider it, when as a child I had heard it occur in conversation at
home: while her title added to it only a touch of quaintness--as some
uncommon Christian name would have done, or as in the names of streets,
among which we can see nothing more noble in the Rue Lord Byron, in the
plebeian and even squalid Rue Rochechouart, or in the Rue Grammont than
in the Rue Léonce Reynaud or the Rue Hippolyte Lebas. Mme. de
Villeparisis no more made me think of a person who belonged to a special
world than did her cousin MacMahon, whom I did not clearly distinguish
from M. Carnot, likewise President of the Republic, or from Raspail,
whose photograph Françoise had bought with that of Pius IX. It was one
of my grandmother's principles that, when away from home, one should
cease to have any social intercourse, that one did not go to the seaside
to meet people, having plenty of time for that sort of thing in Paris,
that they would make one waste on being merely polite, in pointless
conversation, the precious time which ought all to be spent in the open
air, beside the waves; and finding it convenient to assume that this
view was shared by everyone else, and that it authorised, between old
friends whom chance brought face to face in the same hotel, the fiction
of a mutual incognito, on hearing her friend's name from the manager she
merely looked the other way, and pretended not to see Mme. de
Villeparisis, who, realising that my grandmother did not want to be
recognised, looked also into the void. She went past, and I was left in
my isolation like a shipwrecked mariner who has seen a vessel apparently
coming towards him which has then, without lowering a boat, vanished
under the horizon.
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