Within Prison Walls: being a narrative during a week of voluntary confinement in the state prison at Auburn, New YorkOsborne, Thomas Mott
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Within Prison Walls: being a narrative during a week of voluntary confinement in the state prison at Auburn, New York
Osborne, Thomas Mott
Auburn Prison; Prisoners -- New York (State); Prisons -- New York (State)
It will not be forgotten, I hope, the conversation Jack Murphy and I had
about the formation of a Good Conduct League among the prisoners. My
partner lost no time in getting the affair under way. On the very
afternoon of our parting in the Warden's office he wrote me the following
letter. It is made public with considerable reluctance, because it seems
like violating a sacred confidence. On the other hand when I spoke to Jack
about the matter his reply was characteristic. "Print it if you want to,
Tom. Whatever I have said or written you can do anything you like with;
and especially if you think it will help the League."
So here is the letter.
Sunday, Oct. 5, 1913.
My dear friend Tom:
No doubt you must think me a great big baby for the way I acted while
in your presence this afternoon. I had no idea that you would call
upon me so soon after your release, although I hardly think it would
of made any difference whether it had of been a week from this
afternoon; I would have acted the same.
The week that I spent working by your side was the most pleasant as
well as the most profitable one of my life, and God, how I hated to
see you go.
But your lecture this A. M. in chapel was the most wonderful I ever
heard. Many was the heart that cried out its thankfulness to God for
sending you into us, and many a silent promise was made to the cause
for which you gave up a week of your happiness and freedom to solve.
And Tom, you have made a new man of me, and all that I ask and crave
for is the chance to assist you in your works. I would willingly
remain behind these "sombrous walls" for the rest of my life for this
chance. I know and feel that I can do good here, for there are a good
many in here that knows me by reputation; and if I could only get
them under my thumb and show them that it does not pay to be a
gangist or a crook, or a tough in or out of prison. As I told you
to-day, I have no self-motive for asking this request; for if
successful I know and feel that the reward which awaits you in the
hereafter mayhap awaits me also; and I am willing to sacrifice my
freedom and my all in order to gain the opportunity of once more
meeting face to face and embracing my good, dear mother whom I know
is now in Heaven awaiting and praying for me.
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