England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
A gleam of sudden fury blazed over Lottie’s face. She, too, clenched her
hands passionately. She stamped her foot upon the floor. “How dare you?”
she said, “how dare you insult me in my own home, you two men? Oh, yes,
I know who you are--my father and my brother, my father and my brother!
the two who ought to protect a girl and take care of her! Oh! is it not
enough to make one hate, and loathe and despise--!” said Lottie, dashing
her white clenched hand into the air. Tears that seemed to burn her came
rushing from her eyes. She looked at them with wild indignation and
rage, in which there was still a certain appeal. How could they, how
could they shame a girl so? They looked at her for a moment in this
rage, which was so impotent and so pitiful, and then they gave a
simultaneous laugh. When an exhibition of passionate feeling does not
overawe, it amuses. It is so ludicrous to see a creature crying out,
weeping, suffering for some trifle which would not in the least affect
ourselves. Lottie was struck dumb by this laugh. She gave a startled
look up at them through those hot seas of salt scalding tears that were
in her eyes.
“What a fool you are making of yourself!” said the Captain. “Women are
the greatest fools there are on this earth, always with some high-flown
rubbish or other in their stupid heads. Your own home! and who made it
your home, I should like to know? I don’t say you hadn’t a right to
shelter when you were a little thing; but that’s long out of the
question. A girl of twenty ought to be thinking about getting herself a
real home of her own. How are you going to do it? that’s the question.
You are not going to stay here to be a burden upon me all your life; and
what do you mean to do?”
“I will go to-morrow!” cried Lottie, wildly; “I would go to-night if it
were not dark. I will go--and free you of the burden!” Here she stopped;
all the angry colour went out of her face. She looked at them with great
wide eyes, appalled; and clasped her hands together with a lamentable
cry. “Oh! but I never thought of it before, I never thought of it!” she
cried; “where am I to go?”
Law’s heart smote him; he drew a step nearer to her. To agree with his
father (however much in his heart he agreed with his father) was
abandoning his sister--and his own side. “He doesn’t mean it,” he said
soothingly in an undertone; “he only wants to bully you, Lottie. Never
mind him, we’ll talk it over after,” and he put his big hand upon her
shoulder to console her. Lottie turned upon him, half furious, half
appealing. She could not see him till two big tears fell out of her
eyes, and cleared her sight a little. She clutched at the hand upon her
shoulder in her distraction and despair.
“Come with me, Law. Two of us together, we can go anywhere; two can go
anywhere. Oh! how can you tell me never to mind? Do you hear me?” she
cried, seizing his arm with both her hands, half shaking him, half
clinging to him; “say you will come with me, Law!”
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