England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
As it happened, it was a chance whether Lottie would attend the service
that afternoon at all. She was sorry for poor Purcell, and embarrassed
to face the congregation in the Abbey, some of whom at least must know
the story. She was certain the Signor knew it, from the glance he had
thrown at her; and Mrs. Purcell, she felt sure, would gloom at her from
the free seats, and the hero himself look wistful and reproachful from
the organ-loft. She had very nearly made up her mind not to go. Would it
not be better to go out on the slopes, and sit down under a tree, and
hear the music softly pealing at a distance, and get a little rest out
of her many troubles? Lottie had almost decided upon this, when
suddenly, by a caprice, she changed her mind and went. Everything came
true as she had divined. Mrs. Purcell fixed her eyes upon her from the
moment she sat down in her place, with a gloomy interest which sadly
disconcerted Lottie; and so did old Pick, who sat by his fellow servant
and chuckled over the conclusion of Mr. John’s romance; while once at
least Lottie caught the pale dulness of the Signor’s face looking
disapproval, and at every spare moment the silent appeal of Purcell’s
eyes looking down from over the railing of the organ-loft. Lottie’s
heart revolted a little in resistance to all these pitiful and
disapproving looks. Why should they insist upon it? If she could not
accept young Purcell, what was it to the Signor and old Pick?--though
his mother might be forgiven if she felt the disappointment of her boy.
The girl shrank a little from all those glances, and gave herself up
altogether to her devotions. Was it to her devotions? There was the
Captain chanting all the responses within hearing, cheerful and
self-confident, as if the Abbey belonged to him; and there, too, was
Law, exchanging glances of a totally different description with the
people in the free seats. It was to two fair-haired girls whom Lottie
had seen before--who were, indeed, constant in their attendance on the
Sunday afternoon--that Law was signalling; and they, on their part,
tittered and whispered, and looked at the Captain in his stall, and at
another woman in a veil whom Lottie did not make out. This was enough to
distract her from the prayers, to which, however, if only to escape from
the confusion of her own thoughts, she did her very best to give full
attention. But---- She put up her prayer-book in front of her face, and
hid herself at least from all the crowd, so full each of his and her own
concerns. She was silent during the responses, hearing nothing but her
father’s voice with its tone of proprietorship, and only allowed herself
to sing when the Captain’s baritone was necessarily silent. Lottie’s
voice had become known to the people who sat near her. They looked for
her as much as they looked for little Rowley himself, who was the first
soprano; but to-day they did not get much from Lottie. Now and then she
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