England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Into this delicate world of happiness, in which there was nothing real,
but all imagination, Lottie was delivered over that bright Sunday. She
had no defence against it, and she did not wish to have any. She gave
herself up to the dream. After that interval of heaviness, of darkness,
when there was no pleasant delusion to support her, and life, with all
its difficulties and dangers, became so real, confronting her at every
point, what an escape it was for Lottie to find herself again under the
dreamy skies of that fool’s paradise! It was the Garden of Eden to her.
She thought it was the true world, and the other the false one. The
vague terror and disgust with which her father’s new plans filled her
mind floated away like a mist; and, as for Law, what so easy as to carry
him with her into the better world where she was going? Her mind in a
moment was lightened of its load. She had left home heavily; she went
back scarcely able to keep from singing in the excess of her
light-heartedness, more lifted above earth than if any positive good had
come to her. So long as the good is coming, and exists in the
imagination only, how much more entrancing is it than anything real that
ever can be ours!
The same event, however, which had so much effect upon Lottie acted upon
her family too in a manner for which she was far from being prepared.
Captain Despard came in as much elated visibly as she was in her heart.
There had been but little intercourse among them since the evening when
the Captain had made those inquiries about Rollo, which Lottie resented
so deeply. The storm had blown over, and she had nominally forgiven Law
for going over to the enemy’s side; but Lottie’s heart had been shut
even against her brother since that night. He had forsaken her, and she
had not been able to pass over his desertion of her cause. However, her
heart had softened with her happiness, and she made his tea for him now
more genially than she had done for weeks before. They seated themselves
round the table with, perhaps, less constraint than usual--a result due
to the smiling aspect of the Captain as well as to the softened
sentiment in Lottie’s heart. Once upon a time a family tea was a
favourite feature in English literature, from Cowper down to Dickens,
not to speak of the more exclusively domestic fiction of which it is the
chosen banquet. A great deal has been said of this nondescript (and
indigestible) meal. But perhaps there must be a drawing of the curtains,
a wheeling-in of the sofa, a suggestion of warmth and comfort in
contradistinction to storms and chills outside, as in the Opium-eater’s
picture of his cottage, to carry out the ideal--circumstances altogether
wanting to the tea of the Despards, which was _eaten_ (_passez-moi le
mot_, for is it not the bread-and-butter that makes the meal?) in the
warmest hour of an August afternoon. The window, indeed, was open, and
the Dean’s Walk, by which the townspeople were coming and going in
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