England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“How could I be of use to you?” said Lottie, dropping her work upon her
knee and looking up at him with wondering eyes. This was a point of view
which had not struck her before, but she had begun to perceive that her
indignation was wasted, and that it was she only in her family who had
any idea that a girl should be spared anything. “Law,” she said
piteously, “do you think it is because I don’t want to work? Am I ever
done working? You do a little in the morning, but I am at it all the
day. Do you think Mary could keep the house as it is and do everything?”
“Pshaw!” answered Law, “anybody could do that.”
Lottie was not meek by nature, and it was all she could do to restrain
her rising temper. “Mary has wages, and I have none,” she said. “I don’t
mind the work; but if there is one difference between the common people
and gentlefolk, it is that girls who are ladies are not sent out to
work. It is for men to work out in the world, and for women to work at
home. Would you like everybody to be able to pay a shilling and go and
see your sister? Oh, Law, it is for you as much as for me that I am
speaking. Everybody free to stare and to talk, and I standing there
before them all, to sing whatever they told me, and to be cheered,
perhaps, and people clapping their hands at me--at me, your sister, a
girl---- Law! you would not have it; I know you could not bear it. You
would rush and pull me away, and cover me with a cloak, and hide me from
those horrible people’s eyes.”
“Indeed I should do nothing of the sort,” said Law; “I’d clap you too--I
should like it. If they were hissing it would be a different matter.
Besides, you know, you could change your name. They all change their
names. You might be Miss Smith, which would hurt nobody. Come, now, if
you are going to be reasonable, Lottie, and discuss the matter--why,
your great friend Miss Huntington sang at a concert once--not for any
good, not to be paid for it--only to make an exhibition of herself (and
she was not much to look at either). Don’t you remember? It would be
nothing worse than that, and heaps of ladies do that. Then it is quite
clear you must do something, and what else would you like to do?”
Lottie frowned a little, not having taken this question into
consideration, as it would have been right for her to do; but the things
that concerned other people had always seemed to her so much more
important. She never had any doubt of her own capabilities and energies.
When the question was thus put to her she paused.
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