England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
self-questionings and struggles woke up to the passionate reality of
that cry. “Lord have mercy upon us, Christ have mercy upon us!” and then
it went away from her again in thunders of glorious music, in solemnity
of well-known words, and she lost herself once more in her own thoughts.
Lottie withdrew timidly into the aisle when the service was over. She
knew the Signor would pass that way, and it seemed to her that it would
be easier to speak to him there than to go to his house, which was the
only other alternative. But the Signor, when he came out, was encircled
by a group of his pupils, and darted a vengeful, discouraging glance at
her as he passed. He would not pause nor take any notice of the step she
made towards him, the wistful look in her face. If he had seen it, it
would have given him a certain pleasure to disappoint Lottie, for the
Signor had a womanish element in him, and was hot and merciless in his
partisanship. He cast a glance at her that might have slain her, that
was as far from encouraging her as anything could be, and passed quickly
by, taking no other notice. Thus her mission was fruitless; and it was
the same in the afternoon, when she went out by the north door and made
believe to be passing when the musician came out. To do him justice, he
had no notion that she wanted him, but wondered a little to find her a
second time in his way. He was obliged, as it was outside the Abbey, to
take off his hat to her; but he did so in the most grudging, hasty way,
and went on talking with his pupils, pretending to be doubly engaged and
deeply interested in what the lads were saying. There was no chance
then, short of going to his house, of carrying out her resolution for
this day.
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