England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Captain Temple was not happy about the events of that evening. He had
begun to grow very fond of Lottie, and he was not pleased that she
should have “made an exhibition of herself.” He went over it so often to
his wife that Mrs. Temple learned the incident by heart. There was in
her mind, mingled with an intense silent interest in the girl who was
like her own, a feeling of repulsion too, equally intense and silent,
which joined with the opposite sentiment, and kept Lottie as constantly
present to her mind as she was in the Captain’s talk. And, though it
sometimes appeared to her that she would die of this girl, who reminded
her at every step that she had lost her child, yet she could not check
her husband’s ever-flowing, continually repeated talk on the subject.
Mrs. Temple thought this was all for his sake. Sometimes, in the
bitterness of her loss, she would cry out that she loathed the very name
of this other, who was so well and bright and full of life, while her
child was dead and gone; but, notwithstanding, Lottie had gradually come
to hold a large place in her life. How could she help thinking of her?
Grudging her very life and brightness, repenting her grudge, praying
God’s blessing on the girl whom she thus injured, avoiding her, fearing
the sight of her, watching for her whom she feared; how could it be but
that Mrs. Temple, in her lonely hours, should think of Lottie? She was
the confidant now of the old Captain’s regret.
“I thought she was a sweet, modest girl,” he said, shaking his head;
“shy, even--as I like a girl to be--very like---- My dear, I cannot bear
a girl to make an exhibition of herself----”
“But if there was no one to see her, and if you were in the dark?”
“That is true, my dear; but if they did not see her they heard her. Such
a voice! I wish you had been there--but that sort of public use of
it--and to have the confidence to sing when she was not asked!” Captain
Temple shook his head. He seemed to have done nothing but shake his head
since last night.
“Do you think that the more she has a beautiful voice the less she
should let it be heard?” said his wife. “I am not so taken up with this
Miss Despard as you are; but still I think you are unjust to her.”
“Perhaps I am unjust to her. How can I help being taken up with her? If
you knew her as well you would be taken up with her too. And I wish you
did; it would be a comfort to you. In everything she does, her walk,
every little gesture, I see something that reminds me---- I know you
don’t like to speak of it, my dear.”
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