England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
How foolish it was! “Come in--this way--don’t be
afraid! The passage is narrow and the house is small, but there is
plenty of room for happiness when once you are in it,” said her
father’s voice in the doorway, coming through the little crooked hall.
Then the door was pushed wide open, and he came in leading some one by
the hand. It was a woman very gaily dressed, with a mountain of brown
hair and a white bonnet perched upon it, who laughed, but was nervous
too; upon whom Lottie gazed with wondering eyes and blanched cheeks. Who
was this whom he was bringing in without warning, without notice? The
Captain was very jaunty; his hat was still on his head over his left
ear. He had a bunch of violets somewhat crushed in his coat. He smiled a
smile which was rather ghastly as Lottie gazed, struck dumb with the
horror of what was coming. “Mrs. Despard,” he said with a flourish, “let
me present you with a ready-made daughter. Lottie, my child, come here
and welcome your new mamma.”
CHAPTER XXVIII.
THE CAPTAIN’S WIFE
Lottie could do nothing but stand bewildered and gaze at this new
claimant of her regard. Surprise took all the meaning, all the
intelligence out of her face. She stood with her eyes wide open, her
lips dropping apart. Her new mamma! She had the indescribable misfortune
of not being able to think upon her own mother with any reverence or
profound affection. Mrs. Despard was but “poor mamma” to her--no more.
Lottie could not shut her eyes to the deficiencies of that poor woman,
of whom the best that could be said was that she was dead, and beyond
the reach of blame. There was no cherished and vaunted idea, therefore,
to be outraged; but perhaps all the more Lottie’s soul rose up in
rebellion against the title as applied to anyone else. She had known
what was coming, and yet she was as entirely taken by surprise as if
this idea had never been suggested to her. With eyes suddenly cleared
out of all the dazzling that had clouded them, she looked at the woman
thus brought in upon her--this intruder, who, however, had more right to
be there than even Lottie had--the Captain’s wife. If this event had
happened a month or two ago, while she retained all her natural vigour,
no doubt, foolish as it was, Lottie would have made some show of
resistance. She would have protested against the sudden arrival. She
would have withdrawn from company so undesirable. She would have tried,
however absurd it might have been, to vindicate herself, to hold the
new-comer at arm’s length. But this had all become impossible now. At no
other moment could she have been so entirely taken by surprise. All the
apprehensions about her father which had been communicated to her on
former occasions had died out of her mind. She had never said very much
about this danger, or been alarmed by it, as Law was. It had not
occurred to her to inquire how it would affect herself. And now she was
taken altogether by surprise. She stood struck dumb with amazement, and
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