England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“And don’t lock them up!” Polly threw up her hands. “That’s one way of
housekeeping; but how should you know any better, poor thing, brought up
like that! I’m sure I don’t mean to be hard upon you; but you should
have thought a bit of your papa, and not have wasted his money. However,
that’s all over now. A man wants a nice ’ome to come back to, he wants a
nice dinner on the table, he wants somebody that can talk to him, to
keep him out of mischief. Oh, I know very well the Captain’s been fond
of having his fling. I ain’t one of the ignorant ones, as don’t know a
man’s ways. And I like that sort much the best myself. I like a man to
be a man, and know what’s what. But you’ll soon see the difference, now
that he’s got some one to amuse him, and some one to make him
comfortable at home. So these are all, Miss Lottie? And what’s this? oh,
a book! I don’t think much of keeping books. You know how much you has
to spend, and you spend it; that’s my way.”
Lottie made no reply. She felt it to be wiser for herself, but no doubt
it was less respectful to Polly, who paused now and then for a reply,
then went on again, loving to hear herself talk, yet feeling the
contempt involved in this absence of all response. At last she cried
angrily, “Have you lost your tongue, Miss, or do you think as I’m not
good enough to have an answer, though I’m your papa’s wife?”
“I beg your pardon,” said Lottie; “I--don’t know what to say to you. We
don’t know each other. I don’t understand---- Don’t you see,” she cried
suddenly, unable to restrain herself, “that since you came into the
house you have done nothing but--find fault with all my--arrangements--”
(these mild words came with the utmost difficulty; but Lottie was too
proud to quarrel). “You can’t think that I could like that. I have done
my best, and if you try as I have done, you will find it is not so easy.
But I don’t want to defend myself; that is why I don’t say anything.
There can be no good in quarrelling, whether you think me a bad
housekeeper or not.”
“I ain’t so sure of that,” said Polly. “Have a good flare-up, and be
done with it, that’s my way. I don’t hold with your politeness, and
keeping yourself to yourself. I’d rather quarrel than be always bursting
with spite and envy, like some folks. It stands to reason as you must
hate me, taking things out of your hands; and it stands to reason as I
should think more of my own husband than of keeping up your brother and
you in idleness. But for all that, and though we might fight now and
then--everybody does, I don’t care nothing for a girl as is always the
same--I don’t see why we shouldn’t get on neither. The Captain says as
you’ve a very good chance of a husband yourself. And though I’m just
about your own age, I’ve had a deal of experience. I know how to bring a
man to the point, if he’s shilly-shallying, or won’t speak up like a
man, as a girl has a right to expect.”
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