England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
The shadow of Mrs. Temple’s cap quivered on the wall. The thought of the
little arm in his, the other days, which this simple touch brought back,
was not sweet but terrible to her. A film floated before her eyes, and
something choking and intolerable rose in her throat. “I do not
suppose,” she said hastily, “that a girl brought up like that can mind
as one thinks.”
The Captain shook his head. “I wish you knew her better,” he said, with
that soft answer which turns away irritation. The servant-maid came in
with the tray at this moment, and Mrs. Temple began to pour out the tea.
She was a little tired, having had many things to do that day, and it
occurred to her suddenly that to lean back in her easy-chair as the
Captain was doing, and to have her cup of tea brought to her, would be
sweet. To have some one to wait upon her tenderly and read her wishes in
her eyes, and divine her thoughts before they came to her lips, that
would be sweet. But could anyone do that except a child, could anything
but love do it, and that sacred influence which is in the blood, the
same blood running in the different veins of parent and child? These
thoughts went through her mind without anybody being the wiser. She gave
her husband his tea, and sat down in her turn to rest a little. There
was nothing said in the still little room. The two together, did not
they know all each other’s thoughts and wishes and recollections? They
were old, and what could happen to them except the going out to the
Abbey, the coming in to tea? But if there had been three instead of
two--and one young, with all a dawning world before her feet--everything
would have borne a very different aspect. Ah! Mrs. Temple moved quickly,
as she had the habit of doing when that recollection, always present to
her mind, struck suddenly like a new blow. And here was a creature,
helpless, forlorn, without a mother to fly to. The mother who had no
child stood doubtful between earth and heaven, asking, speechless, what
she was to do: pass by on the other side as if there was no mother in
her? or pardon God for taking her child, and hold out her hand to His?
She did not know what to do. Things were not easy for her as for her
husband. It was cruel of this girl even to live, to pass by a poor
woman’s windows who had lost her child; yet what was the woman to do
when this creature who was living, who was an offence to her, was in
trouble? Let her sink and never hold out a hand? But what then would the
other girl in heaven think of her mother? Mrs. Temple was torn by this
conflict of which she gave no sign, while perhaps the old Captain in his
kind and simple heart, yearning over the young creature who was so
helpless and desolate, was unjust to his wife and thought her less than
kind.
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