England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
compel the attention of his noble family. Rollo did not want to be sent
for by his father, to be remonstrated with by his elder brother, to have
all his relatives preaching sermons to him. Even his aunt Caroline,
passive, easy-going soul--even she would be roused, he felt, to
violence, could she divine what was in the air. Marry Miss Despard! the
idea would drive her out of all the senses she possessed. Kind as she
was, and calm as she was, Rollo felt that in such circumstances she
would no longer be either kind or calm; and if even Lady Caroline were
driven to bay, what would be the effect of such a step on Lord
Courtland, who had no calm of nature with which to meet the revelation?
Therefore his heart was heavy as he went out, as soon as the bells had
ceased ringing for matins, to meet his love on the Slopes. His heart was
heavy, yet he was not a cool or indifferent lover. The thought of seeing
her again was sweet to him; but the cares were many, and he did not know
how to put into language which would not vex or hurt her the things that
must be said. He tried to wrap them up in honeyed words, but he was not
very successful; and at last he decided to leave it all to
Providence--to take no thought for what he was to say. “The words will
be put into my mouth at the right time,” he said to himself piously. He
could not exactly forecast what shape the conversation might take, or
how this special subject should be introduced. He would not settle what
he had to say, but would leave it to fate.
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