England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
And, lo! in a moment all his calculations proved needless. Instead of
talking seriously to each other, making their mutual arrangements,
deciding what was to be done, as would have been far the wisest way of
employing the solitude of this sweet morning, which seemed to brighten
expressly for them--what did the two do but fall into an aimless
delicious whispering about their two happy selves, and nothing more!
They had things to say to each other which came by stress of nature, and
had to be said, yet were nothing--while the things of real importance
were thrust aside. They fell a-gossiping about themselves, about each
other, going over all the old ground, repeating the last evening’s
tender follies, about--when you first began to think--and when I first
knew--and what had been in the one heart and in the other, when both had
to talk of other things, and make no sign. What need to follow all the
course of that foolishness? There was nothing in earth or heaven so
deeply interesting to Lottie as to hear how Rollo was thinking of her
while he stood and talked to somebody else, watching her from far; and
how his heart would beat when he saw her coming, and how he blasphemed
old Captain Temple, yet blessed him next moment for bringing her here;
and what he had really meant when he said this and that, which had
perplexed her at the time; nor to Rollo than to know how she had watched
for him, and looked for his sympathy, and felt herself backed up and
supported the moment he appeared. There was not a day of the past month
but had its secret history, which each longed to disclose to the
other--and scarcely an hour, scarcely a scrap of conversation which did
not contain a world of unrevealed meaning to be unfolded and
interpreted. Talk of an hour! they had ample enough material for a
century without being exhausted; and as for arrangements, as for the (so
to speak) business of the matter, who thought of it? For Lottie was not
an intelligent young woman, intending to be married, but a happy girl in
love; and Rollo, though he knew better, was in love too, and wished for
nothing better than these delightful confidences. The hours went by like
a moment. They had already been aroused two or three times by the roll
of baby carriages propelled by nursemaids before the greater volume of
music from the Abbey proclaimed that service was over. “Already!” they
both cried, with wonder and dismay; and then, for the first time, there
was a pause.
“I had so much to talk to you about,” he said, “and we have not had time
to say a word, have we? Ah! when can we have a good long time to
ourselves? Can you escape your Captain to-night, my darling? I should
like to shake him by the hand, to thank him for taking care of you; but
couldn’t you escape from him, my Lottie, to-night?”
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