England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
The party was large and crowded, and Lottie, all alone in it, was
frightened and confused at first; but they were all very kind to her,
she thought. Lady Caroline said, “How do you do, Miss Despard?” with
something like a smile, and looked as if she might have given Lottie her
hand, had not the girl been afraid; and Augusta, when she found her out,
came forward with a welcome which was almost effusive. “I hear you have
improved so much,” she said, taking in at one glance all the particulars
of Lottie’s appearance, with a wondering question within herself where
the roses came from, though she perceived at once that it was the same
white muslin frock. And when Lottie sang, which the Signor managed she
should do with great effect towards the close of the evening, Augusta
rushed to her with great eyes of astonishment. “Where did you get all
that voice?” she cried; “you did not have that voice when I went away.”
“I flatter myself it was I that found Miss Despard out,” said Rollo,
suffering himself to look at her, which hitherto he had only done when
there was a shield of crowding groups between him and his cousin. Before
this he had managed to make the evening sweet to Lottie by many a
whispered word: but when he looked at her now, unawares, under Augusta’s
very eyes, with that fond look of proprietorship which is so
unmistakable by the experienced, and to which Lottie responded shyly by
a smile and blush, and conscious tremor of happiness, neither of them
knew what a fatal moment it was. Augusta, looking on, suddenly woke up
to the meaning of it, the meaning of Rollo’s long stay at the Deanery,
and various other wonders. She gave the pair but one look, and then she
turned away. But Lottie did not see that anything strange had happened.
She was so happy that even when Rollo too left her, her heart was
touched and consoled by the kindly looks of the people whom she knew in
the crowd, the ladies who had heard her sing before at the Deanery, and
who were gracious to her, and Mr. Ashford who kept by her side and
watched over her--“like a father,” Lottie said to herself, with
affectionate gratitude, such as might have become that impossible
relationship. The Minor Canon did not leave her for the rest of the
evening, and he it was who saw her home, waiting till the door was
opened, and pressing kindly her trembling cold hand: for, she could not
tell how, the end of the evening was depressing and discouraging, and
the pleasure went all out of it when Rollo whispered to her in passing,
“Take care, for heaven’s sake, or Augusta will find us out!” Why should
it matter so much to him that Augusta should find it out? Was not she
more to him than Augusta? Lottie shrank within herself and trembled with
a nervous chill. She was half grateful to, half angry with even Mr.
Ashford. Why should he be so much more kind to her, so much more careful
of her than the man who had promised her his love and perpetual care?
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