England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“Ah!” she said, interrupting him; his excitement roused no alarm in her
mind. She was incapable of understanding any meaning in him that was
inconsistent with honour. “Would it be so necessary to think of the
music?” she said. It seemed to her that for Rollo Ridsdale’s wife it
need not be any longer a point essential. A host of other duties, more
sweet, more homely, came before her dazzled eyes.
“Above all things!” he said, with a sudden panic, “without that what
would you--how could I?----“--the suggestion was insupportable--“but we
can discuss this after,” he said. “Lottie, my Lottie, listen! Trust
yourself to me--let me take you away out of all this misery into
happiness. Such happiness! I scarcely can put it into words. Why should
you have another day of persecution, when you can be free, if you will,
this very night?”
His countenance seemed aflame as he bent towards her in the wintry
twilight; she could feel the tumultuous beating of his heart. It was no
premeditated villany, but a real impulse, acted upon, without any pause
for thought, with that sudden and impassioned energy which is often more
subtle than the craftiest calculation. Even while his heart beat thus
wildly with awakened passion, Rollo answered the feeble resistance of
his conscience by asking himself what harm could it do her? it would not
interfere with her career. As for Lottie, she raised herself up within
his arm and threw back her head and looked at him, not shrinking from
him nor showing any horror of the suggestion. There was a pause--only
for a moment, but it felt like half-an-hour, while wild excitement,
love, and terror coursed through his veins. Surely she understood him,
and was not alarmed? If she had understood him and flung away from him
in outraged virtue, Rollo would have been abject in guilt and
penitence. For the moment, however, though his heart beat with alarm,
there was a sense of coming triumph in all his being.
Lottie raised her drooping shoulders, she threw back her head and looked
at him, into the glowing face that was so close to her. Her heart had
given one answering leap of excitement, but was not beating like his. At
that moment, so tremendous to him, it was not passion, but reflection,
that was in her eyes.
“Let me think--let us think,” she said. “Oh, Rollo! it is a great
temptation. To go away, to be safe with you----”
“My darling, my own darling! you shall never have cause to fear, never
to doubt me; my love will be as steady, as true----” So high had the
excitement of suspense grown, that he had scarcely breath to get out the
words.
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