England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
There are some victories which feel very much like defeats. When Polly
had scattered her adversaries on every side, driven forth Lottie and got
rid of Law, and silenced Captain Despard--who sat in his room and heard
everything but thought it wisest not to interfere--she retired upstairs
to her drawing-room and celebrated her triumph by shedding torrents of
tears. She had intended to make everybody very wretched, and she had
done so; supposing, perhaps (though she did not really know what her
motive was), that some pleasure would come to herself out of the
discomfiture of the others. But pleasure rarely comes by that means, and
when she had thus chased everybody out of her way, Polly threw herself
down and burst forth into angry sobs and tears. It is not to be supposed
that Captain Despard entertained any romantic illusions about his bride;
he knew very well what Polly was. He had, as facts proved, been
sufficiently fond of her to marry her, but he did not expect of her more
than Polly could give, nor was he shocked to find that she had a temper
and could give violent utterance to its vagaries; all this he had known
very well before. Knowing it, however, he thought it wise to keep out of
the way and not mix himself up in a fray with which evidently he had
nothing to do. Had she gone a step further with Lottie it is possible
that he might have interfered, for, after all, Lottie was his child; and
though he might himself be hard upon her at times, there is generally a
mingled sentiment of family pride and feeling which makes us unwilling
to allow one who belongs to us to be roughly treated by a stranger. But
when Law put himself in the breach, his father sat close and took no
notice; he did not feel impelled to turn his wife’s batteries upon
himself out of consideration for Law. Nor did it make any impression
upon the Captain when he heard her angry sobs overhead. “She will come
to if she is left to herself,” he said, and he did not allow himself to
be disturbed. Polly, in her passion, threw herself on the carpet,
leaning her head upon a chair. She had changed the room after her own
fashion. She had lined the curtains with pink muslin, and fastened her
crochet-work upon the chairs with bows of pink ribbon; she had covered
the old piano with a painted cover, and adorned it with vases and paper
flowers. She had made the faded little room which had seemed a fit home
enough, in its grey and worn humility, for Lottie’s young beauty, into
something that looked very much like a dressmaker’s ante-room, or that
terrible chamber, “handsomely fitted up with toilet requisites,” where
the victims of the photographic camera prepare for the ordeal. But the
loveliness of her handiwork did not console Polly; she got no comfort
out of the pink bows, nor even from the antimacassars--a point in which
Lottie’s room was painfully deficient. She flung herself upon the carpet
and sobbed. What was the use of being a lady, a Chevalier’s wife, and
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