England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
She had seen enough already from her windows to make her furious. She
had seen Mrs. O’Shaughnessy ostentatiously waiting for Lottie, walking
up and down outside, making signs to the girl upstairs. She had seen
Captain Temple pass and repass, looking up at the same window. She had
seen the greetings that met Lottie wherever she appeared. The Chevaliers
and their wives had not always looked upon Miss Despard with such
favourable eyes. They had thought her proud, and they had resented her
pride; but now that Lottie was in trouble it was round her they had all
rallied. It was the party at the Deanery, however, which had been the
last drop in Polly’s cup. How was she to know that on the highest
elevation she could reach as the lady of a Chevalier, she was still
beneath the notice of Lady Caroline, and as far as ever from the heaven
of the highest society? Polly did not know. The elevation to which she
herself had risen was so immense in her own consciousness that there
seemed no distinction of ranks above her. She thought, as Lottie had
once thought, though from a different point of view, that gentlefolks
were all one; that a gentleman’s wife, if not so rich or so grand, was
still on a level with Lady Caroline herself, and within the circle which
encompassed the Queen. “You can’t be no better than a gentleman,” Polly
said to herself. You might, it was true, be a lord, which some people
thought better, but even a lord was scarcely above an officer. All this
glorious ambition, however, what was it going to end in? She watched the
carriages going to the Deanery, and with still more furious feelings
she watched Lottie in her white dress crossing the Dean’s Walk. And she
left at home, at the window, neglected, left out, though she was Mrs.
Despard, and the other nobody! Was it possible that it might be better
even to be a dressmaker, forewoman in the workroom, acknowledged to have
the best eye for cutting out, and to be the quickest worker of the lot,
superior so far among her equals--than to be ignored and neglected and
treated as the dust under their feet by a set of poor gentlefolks? Polly
felt that she must wreak her vengeance on somebody.
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