England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
She could not consent to the other idea. To be praised and
made friends with _for her voice_ was intolerable. The only approbation
which is really flattering and delightful is that which is given upon no
ground at all.
She had been sitting thus for some time on her bed, musing, with eyes
that sparkled and a heart that fluttered with happiness; and had taken
off her evening gown, and loosed the roses from her hair, and wrapped
her white shining satin shoulders in a white cotton dressing-gown; and
had even brushed out those long dark locks, and twisted them up again
close to her head for the night, with innumerable fancies twisted out
and in of all she did, before Captain Despard, fumbling for the
key-hole, opened his own door and came in, in the dark. It was Lottie’s
habit to sit up till he came in, but to-night she had been too much
occupied by her own concerns to hear his approach, and it was only when
he came upstairs that she woke up to think of him. Lottie’s experienced
ear caught the lurch in his step, just as Law’s experienced eye had
caught it. “Again!” she said to herself, with a momentary flash of
anger; but it did not make her wretched as it might have done a more
sensitive daughter. Lottie was accustomed to accept her father without
question, not expecting much of him, and somewhat disposed, when he did
not come up even to the little she expected, to satisfy herself that it
was just like papa. But his entrance relieved her from her habitual
vigil. She heard Law steal upstairs afterwards, and wondered how or when
he had got in, and where he went at night, with more curiosity than she
expended on her father; but even that did not much disturb Lottie, who
had been used all her life to irregular entrances and exits. After a
while all was still in the little house, notwithstanding the anxieties
and excitements collected under its roof. Disquietude and trouble could
not keep Law from sleeping any more than excitement and triumph could
keep his sister; and, as for the Captain, the sleep of the just was
never so profound as that which wrapped him in a not too lovely
tranquillity. The air was all thrilling with emotion of one kind or
another, but they slept as profoundly as if they had not a care in the
world--as soundly as the good O’Shaughnessys next door, who had been
asleep since eleven o’clock, and who had no cares but those of their
neighbours to disquiet them; or old Colonel Dalrymple on the other side,
who dozed through his life. The soft night stilled them all, young and
old and middle-aged, in their kind, just as it held in soft shadow the
Abbey, with all its grey pinnacles and immemorial towers. Nature cared
nothing for the troubles of life; but life submitted to the gentle yoke
of nature, which relieves the soul, while it binds the body, and makes a
temporary truce and armistice with all the army of mortal cares.
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