England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Lottie had risen to her feet, her eyes sparkling, her face crimson with
excitement. “Wherever you hear it, please, _please_ say it is a lie.
I--on the stage! Oh, Mrs. O’Shaughnessy, could you believe such a thing?
I would rather die!”
“Dying’s a strong step to take, me dear. I wouldn’t go that length,
Lottie; but at your age, and with your pretty looks, and all the world
before ye, it’s not the thing I would advise. I don’t say but there are
chances for a pretty girl that’s well conducted----”
“Mrs. O’Shaughnessy! do you dare to speak to me so?” said Lottie with
crimson cheeks, her eyes blazing through indignant tears. Well
conducted! the insult went to her very soul. But this was beyond the
perception of her companion.
“Just so, me, dear,” she said. “There was Miss O’Neil, that was a great
star in my time, and another stage lady that married the Earl of----,
one of the English earls. I forget his title. Lords and baronets and
that sort of people are thrown in their way, and sometimes a pretty girl
that minds what she is about, or even a plain girl that is clever, comes
in for something that would never---- Who is that, Lottie? Me dear, look
out of the window, and tell me who it is.”
Lottie did not say a word; she gasped with pain and indignation,
standing erect in the middle of the room. How it made the blood boil in
her veins to have the triumphs of the “stage-ladies” thus held up before
her! She did not care who was coming. In her fantastical self-elevation,
a sort of princess in her own sight, who was there here who would
understand Lottie’s “position” or her feelings? What was the use even of
standing up for herself where everybody would laugh at her? There was
no one in the Chevaliers’ Lodges who could render her justice. They
would all think that to “catch” an earl or a Sir William was enough to
content any girl’s ambition. So long as she was well conducted! To be
well conducted, is not that the highest praise that can be given to
anyone? Yet it made Lottie’s blood boil in her veins.
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