England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Mr. Ashford had not said much to Miss Despard on the way home; it was
but crossing the road, a brief progress which left little room for
conversation, and the Signor was better acquainted with her than he was.
Besides, the Minor Canon was not a man who could carry on a conversation
with several people at a time, or open his heart to more listeners than
one. He could sometimes be eloquent with a single interlocutor, but he
was a silent man in society, with very little to say for himself, even
when his companions were of the most congenial kind. He was an
unsuccessful man, and carried in his soul, though without any
bitterness, the burden of his own unsuccess. He was a man of “good
connections,” but none of his connections had done anything for him--and
he had considerable talents, which had done nothing for him. He had got
a scholarship, but no other distinction, at the University. Nobody was
at all clear how this came about. He was not idle, he was not careless,
but he did not succeed; his talents were not those that win success. At
twenty he published a little volume of poetry, which was “full of
promise.” At thirty he brought out a learned treatise on some matter of
classical erudition, which, as it is too high for us to understand, we
will not venture to name. And nothing came of that; his poems were not
sold, neither was his treatise. His fellow-scholars (for he was a true
scholar, and a ripe and good one) occupied themselves with pulling holes
in his coat, writing whole pages to show that he had taken a wrong view
of a special passage. And there was something worse than this that he
had done. He had put a wrong accent upon a Greek word! We tremble to
mention such a crime, but it cannot be slurred over, for it was one of
the heaviest troubles in Mr. Ashford’s life. Whether it was his fault or
the printer’s fault will never be known till the day of judgment, and
perhaps not even then: for it seems more than likely that a mistake in
an accent, or even the absence of the accent altogether, will not affect
the reckoning at that decisive moment; but this was what had been done.
Not once--which might have been an accident, or carelessness in
correcting the press, such a misfortune as might occur to any man--but a
dozen times, if not more, had this crime been perpetrated. It disfigured
at least the half of his book. It was a mistake which no properly
conducted fourth-form boy would have been guilty of. So everybody
said;--and it crushed the unlucky man. Even now, five years after, that
incorrect accent coloured his life. He went in mourning for it all his
days. He could not forget it himself, even if other people might have
been willing to forget it. It seemed to justify and explain all the
failures in his career. Everybody had wondered why he did not get a
fellowship after he had taken his degree, but this explained everything.
A man capable of making such a mistake! The buzz that arose in the
University never died out of his ears.
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