England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
And after knocking about
the world for a dozen years without any real place or standing-ground,
Ernest Ashford found himself at thirty-five suited with a life that was
altogether harmonious to his nature, but which he felt half humiliated
to have gained, not by his talents or his learning, or anything that was
any credit to him, but by the mere natural accidental circumstance of
his beautiful voice. He was half-ashamed and humbled to think that all
his education, which had cost so much, went for nothing in comparison
with this chance talent which had cost him nothing, and that all his
hopes and ambitions, which had mounted high, had come to no loftier
result. But as, by fair means or foul, for a good or bad reason, life
had at last found a suitable career for him, where he could be
independent, and do some sort of work, such as it was, he soon became
content. The worst thing about it (he said) was that it could not be
called work at all. To go twice a day and sing beautiful music in one
of the most beautiful churches in the world, would have been the highest
pleasure, if it had not been the business of his life. He had never even
been troubled by religious doubts which might have introduced a
complication, but was of a nature simply devout, and born to go twice a
day to church. When, however, he found himself thus, as it were, exalted
over the common lot, he made an effort to bring himself down to the
level of common mortality by taking pupils, an experiment which
succeeded perfectly, and brought him into hot water so speedily that he
no longer felt himself elevated above the level of mankind.
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