England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
When, however, the Signor was gone, Mr. Ashford, having closed the door
upon his visitor, came straying back to the window in which Rossinetti
had been seated, and stood there gazing out vaguely. In all likelihood
he saw nothing at all, for he was short-sighted, as has been said; but
yet it is natural to seek the relief of the window and look out when
there is something within of a confused and vaguely melancholy character
to occupy one’s thoughts. Twenty-four hours before, Mr. Ashford had not
known who Lottie Despard was. He had seen her in the Abbey, and perhaps
had found, without knowing it, that sympathy in her face which
establishes sometimes a kind of tacit friendship long before words. He
thought now that this must have been the case; but he knew very little
about her still--nothing except that she had a beautiful voice, a face
that interested him, and something she wanted to talk to him about. What
was it she wanted to talk to him about? He could not imagine what it
could be, but he recollected very well how pleasant a thing it was when
this beautiful young lady, lifting the long fringes which veiled them,
turned upon him those beautiful blue eyes which (he thought) were
capable of expressing more feeling than eyes of any other colour.
Probably had Lottie’s eyes been brown or grey, Mr. Ashford would have
been of exactly the same opinion. And to think of this creature as the
beloved of Purcell gave him a shock. Purcell! it was not possible. No
doubt he was a respectable fellow, very much to be applauded and
encouraged:--but Mr. Ashford himself had nothing to do with Miss
Despard; he was pleased to think that he should meet her again and hear
her sing again, and he must try, he said to himself, to find an
opportunity to ask her what it was about which she wanted to speak to
him. Otherwise he had no hand, and wanted to have no hand, in this
little conspiracy of which she seemed the unconscious object. On the
contrary, his whole sympathies were with Lottie against the men who
wanted to entrap her and make her a public singer whether she would or
not. He was glad she did not want it herself, and felt a warm sympathy
with her in those natural prejudices against “making an exhibition of
herself” which the Signor scorned so much. The Signor might scorn those
shrinkings and shyness; they were altogether out of his way; he might
not understand them. But Mr. Ashford understood them perfectly. He liked
Lottie for having them, comprehended her, and felt for her. Anything
rather than _that_, he thought, with a little tremulous warmth, as if
she had been his sister. If there should be any discussion on this
subject to-night at the Deanery, and she was in need of support, he
would stand by her. Having made this resolution he went back to his
writing-table and sat down in his usual place, and put this intrusive
business, which did not in the least concern him, out of his mind.
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