England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Law came out of his room, where he had been “reading,” when Mrs.
O’Shaughnessy went away. “What has all this shrieking been about,” said
Law, “and thumping on that old beast of a piano? You are always at a
fellow about reading, and when he does read you disturb him with your
noise. How do you think I could get on with all that miauling going on?
Who has been here?”
“Mr. Ridsdale has been here,” said Lottie demurely. “He brought me a
note from Lady Caroline, and I am going again to the Deanery to-night.”
Law whistled a long whew--ew! “Again, to-night! she’d better ask you to
go and live there,” said the astounded boy; and he said no more about
his interrupted reading, but put his big book philosophically away; for
who could begin to read again after all the disturbances of the morning,
and after such a piece of news as this?
Lottie dressed herself with more care than ever that evening. She began
to wish for ornaments, and to realise how few her decorations were; the
little pearl locket was so small, and her arms seemed so bare without
any bracelets. However, she made herself little bands of black velvet,
and got the maid to fasten them on. She had never cared much for
ornaments before. And she spent a much longer time than usual over the
arrangement of her hair. Above all she wanted to look like a lady, to
show that, though their choice of her was above what could have been
expected, it was not above the level of what she was used to. _Their_
choice of her--that was how it seemed to Lottie. The young lover had
chosen, as it is fit the lover should do; but Lady Caroline had ratified
his selection, and Lottie, proud yet entirely humble in the tender
humility born of gratitude, wanted to show that she could do credit to
their choice. She read the note which purported to be Lady Caroline’s
over and over again; how kind it was! Lady Caroline’s manner perhaps was
not quite so kind. People could not control their manner. The kindest
heart was often belied, Lottie was aware, by a stiffness, an
awkwardness, perhaps only a shyness, which disguised their best
intentions. But the very idea of asking her was kind, and the letter was
so kind that she made up her mind never again to mistake Lady Caroline.
She had a difficulty in expressing herself, no doubt. She was indolent
perhaps. At her age and in her position it was not wonderful if one got
indolent; but in her heart she was kind. This Lottie repeated to herself
as she put the roses in her hair. In her heart Lady Caroline was kind;
the girl felt sure that she could never mistake her, never be
disappointed in her again. And in this spirit she tripped across the
Dean’s Walk, Mrs. O’Shaughnessy watching from her window. It was almost
dark, but it was not one of the Signer’s nights for practice, and only a
few of the inhabitants of the Abbey Precincts were enjoying the air on
the Terrace pavement. They all saw her as she came out in the twilight
with her uncovered head.
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