English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“How he gets on board I don’t know. All wet and shaken and excited and
out of breath, he does get on board. Ship lying over, smothered in
sprays, but not moving very much; just enough to jag one’s nerve a bit.
He finds them all crowded on the deck-house forward, in their shiny
oilskins, with faces like sick men. Captain Harry can’t believe his
eyes. What! Mr. Cloete! What are you doing here, in God’s name? . . .
Your wife’s ashore there, looking on, gasps out Cloete; and after they
had talked a bit, Captain Harry thinks it’s uncommonly plucky and kind of
his brother’s partner to come off to him like this. Man glad to have
somebody to talk to. . . It’s a bad business, Mr. Cloete, he says. And
Cloete rejoices to hear that. Captain Harry thinks he had done his best,
but the cable had parted when he tried to anchor her. It was a great
trial to lose the ship. Well, he would have to face it. He fetches a
deep sigh now and then. Cloete almost sorry he had come on board,
because to be on that wreck keeps his chest in a tight band all the time.
They crouch out of the wind under the port boat, a little apart from the
men. The life-boat had gone away after putting Cloete on board, but was
coming back next high water to take off the crew if no attempt at getting
the ship afloat could be made. Dusk was falling; winter’s day; black
sky; wind rising. Captain Harry felt melancholy. God’s will be done.
If she must be left on the rocks—why, she must. A man should take what
God sends him standing up. . . Suddenly his voice breaks, and he squeezes
Cloete’s arm: It seems as if I couldn’t leave her, he whispers. Cloete
looks round at the men like a lot of huddled sheep and thinks to himself:
They won’t stay. . . Suddenly the ship lifts a little and sets down with
a thump. Tide rising. Everybody beginning to look out for the
life-boat. Some of the men made her out far away and also two more tugs.
But the gale has come on again, and everybody knows that no tug will ever
dare come near the ship.
“That’s the end, Captain Harry says, very low. . . . Cloete thinks he
never felt so cold in all his life. . . And I feel as if I didn’t care to
live on just now, mutters Captain Harry . . . Your wife’s ashore, looking
on, says Cloete . . . Yes. Yes. It must be awful for her to look at the
poor old ship lying here done for. Why, that’s our home.
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