English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
As to Stafford, he died, professed loafer, in some East End hospital or
other, and on his last day clamoured “for a parson,” because his
conscience worried him for killing an innocent man. “Wanted somebody to
tell him it was all right,” growled my old ruffian, contemptuously. “He
told the parson that I knew this Cloete who had tried to murder him, and
so the parson (he worked among the dock labourers) once spoke to me about
it. That skunk of a fellow finding himself trapped yelled for mercy. . .
Promised to be good and so on. . . Then he went crazy . . . screamed and
threw himself about, beat his head against the bulkheads . . . you can
guess all that—eh? . . . till he was exhausted. Gave up. Threw himself
down, shut his eyes, and wanted to pray. So he says. Tried to think of
some prayer for a quick death—he was that terrified. Thought that if he
had a knife or something he would cut his throat, and be done with it.
Then he thinks: No! Would try to cut away the wood about the lock. . .
He had no knife in his pocket. . . he was weeping and calling on God to
send him a tool of some kind when suddenly he thinks: Axe! In most ships
there is a spare emergency axe kept in the master’s room in some locker
or other. . . Up he jumps. . . Pitch dark. Pulls at the drawers to find
matches and, groping for them, the first thing he comes upon—Captain
Harry’s revolver. Loaded too. He goes perfectly quiet all over. Can
shoot the lock to pieces. See? Saved! God’s providence! There are
boxes of matches too. Thinks he: I may just as well see what I am about.
“Strikes a light and sees the little canvas bag tucked away at the back
of the drawer. Knew at once what that was. Rams it into his pocket
quick. Aha! says he to himself: this requires more light. So he pitches
a lot of paper on the floor, set fire to it, and starts in a hurry
rummaging for more valuables. Did you ever? He told that East-End
parson that the devil tempted him. First God’s mercy—then devil’s work.
Turn and turn about. . .
“Any squirming skunk can talk like that. He was so busy with the drawers
that the first thing he heard was a shout, Great Heavens. He looks up
and there was the door open (Cloete had left the key in the lock) and
Captain Harry holding on, well above him, very fierce in the light of the
burning papers. His eyes were starting out of his head. Thieving, he
thunders at him. A sailor! An officer! No! A wretch like you deserves
no better than to be left here to drown.
“This Stafford—on his death-bed—told the parson that when he heard these
words he went crazy again. He snatched his hand with the revolver in it
out of the drawer, and fired without aiming. Captain Harry fell right in
with a crash like a stone on top of the burning papers, putting the blaze
out. All dark. Not a sound. He listened for a bit then dropped the
revolver and scrambled out on deck like mad.”
The old fellow struck the table with his ponderous fist.
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