English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
The sight of a smashed head, of a throat cut, of a gaping gunshot wound,
would have been an inexpressible relief. It would have soothed all his
fears. His soul cried within him to that dead man whom he had never
found wanting in danger. “Why don’t you tell me what I am to look for,
Tom? Why don’t you?” But in rigid immobility, extended on his back, he
seemed to preserve an austere silence, as if disdaining in the finality
of his awful knowledge to hold converse with the living.
Suddenly Byrne flung himself on his knees by the side of the body, and
dry-eyed, fierce, opened the shirt wide on the breast, as if to tear the
secret forcibly from that cold heart which had been so loyal to him in
life! Nothing! Nothing! He raised the lamp, and all the sign
vouchsafed to him by that face which used to be so kindly in expression
was a small bruise on the forehead—the least thing, a mere mark. The
skin even was not broken. He stared at it a long time as if lost in a
dreadful dream. Then he observed that Tom’s hands were clenched as
though he had fallen facing somebody in a fight with fists. His
knuckles, on closer view, appeared somewhat abraded. Both hands.
The discovery of these slight signs was more appalling to Byrne than the
absolute absence of every mark would have been. So Tom had died striking
against something which could be hit, and yet could kill one without
leaving a wound—by a breath.
Terror, hot terror, began to play about Byrne’s heart like a tongue of
flame that touches and withdraws before it turns a thing to ashes. He
backed away from the body as far as he could, then came forward
stealthily casting fearful glances to steal another look at the bruised
forehead. There would perhaps be such a faint bruise on his own
forehead—before the morning.
“I can’t bear it,” he whispered to himself. Tom was for him now an
object of horror, a sight at once tempting and revolting to his fear. He
couldn’t bear to look at him.
At last, desperation getting the better of his increasing horror, he
stepped forward from the wall against which he had been leaning, seized
the corpse under the armpits, and began to lug it over to the bed. The
bare heels of the seaman trailed on the floor noiselessly. He was heavy
with the dead weight of inanimate objects. With a last effort Byrne
landed him face downwards on the edge of the bed, rolled him over,
snatched from under this stiff passive thing a sheet with which he
covered it over. Then he spread the curtains at head and foot so that
joining together as he shook their folds they hid the bed altogether from
his sight.
He stumbled towards a chair, and fell on it. The perspiration poured
from his face for a moment, and then his veins seemed to carry for a
while a thin stream of half, frozen blood. Complete terror had
possession of him now, a nameless terror which had turned his heart to
ashes.
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