Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I’m buildin’ an aqueduck from our house to London,” he explained.
“London got burned down once and so the king has sent for me to get
him some water right away, so’s the folks won’t get burned up again.
They’re goin’ to give me a big immense parade and I’m goin’ to ride in
a gold barouche like Uncle Harry did.”
RoBards managed a wry smile and went in. Patty met him with an ancient
look of woe and motioned him into the drawing room. She spoke in a
voice like ashes stirred with a cold wind.
“Immy told me,” she began and dropped into a chair sobbing. “She didn’t
mean to, but she screamed again at nothing and let slip a word or two,
and I got it out of her. She has cried herself sick with remorse at
disobeying you. How could you let that monster live? How could you?”
“He’s dead,” RoBards sighed, and sank on an ottoman, crushed with
weariness.
But Patty was startled to new life. She demanded the whole truth, and
he told her in a dreary, matter-of-fact tone. He told her everything,
including the secret of Jud’s resting place.
The story came from him with the anguish of dragging a sharp chicken
bone from his throat. It cut and left a bleeding and an ache, but it
was wonderful to be free of it.
Patty listened with awe, wide-eyed and panting. There was such need
of being close together under the ruins of their life, that, since he
could not find strength to lift his head or a hand, she leaned forward
toward him till she fell on her knees to the floor and agonized across
the space between them and, creeping close into his bosom, drew his
arms about her, and wept and wept—with him.
Their only words were “oh!” and “oh!” eternally repeated, yet they felt
that only now were their souls made one in a marriage of grief. They
had no bodies; they were mere souls crushed under the broken temple of
their hopes, bruised and wounded and pinioned together in their despair.
Yet there was a kind of pitiful happiness in groping and finding each
other thus, and a bitter ecstasy in being able to love and be loved
utterly at last.
CHAPTER XXVI
Thereafter Patty and RoBards felt a need of keeping close. They slept
together after that, her throat across his left arm. She called it “my
arm,” and when his travels to distant courts took him away from her,
that arm of “hers” was lonely.
Like galls that torment old trees for a while but grow at last into
their structures, the secrets that began as cancers became a part
of the hard gnarled bark that people and trees acquire or perish.
The RoBards home was being held together by misfortunes as much as
affection. The longing for utterance that makes secrets dangerous was
satisfied by common possession. Patty and her husband knew the worst
of each other, and their children, and they made league against the
world’s curiosity.
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