Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
Then RoBards would gather her to his breast and his heart would swell
with pain till it seemed ready to burst. He would clench Patty to him
as if by that constriction their two hearts might become one. And
he would stare up at the invisible ceiling, as Dives looked up from
hell for a touch of some cool finger on his forehead. After a while
the mercy would be granted; he would know by the soft slow rhythm of
Patty’s bosom that she was asleep; and thanking God for that peace,
beatitude of all beatitudes, he would draw his eyelids down over his
eyes to shut out the black. His own breath would take up the cadence
of the tulip boughs lulled by the soft wind that fanned the window and
fingered the curtains drowsily.
And the walls of that tormented home would be filled with the stately
calm of the grave, until the resurrection of the next day’s sun.
The question of returning at once to town was answered by Mrs.
Jessamine’s inability to rise from her bed after the funeral of her
husband. She had had the harder life of the two.
She had been that woman so much praised, who effaced herself, spoke
with a low voice, went often to church, and often to childbed, who
brought up her children in the fear of God, nursed them, mended their
clothes and their manners, and saw them go forth to their various
miseries, to death, to marriage, to maternity. She had been a good wife
for a good long life and had taken passively what God or her husband or
her children brought home.
And the horror of that estate had been growing upon womankind through
the centuries until the greatest revolution the world has ever known
began to seethe, and a sex began to demand the burdens of equality
instead of the mixture of idolatry and contempt that had been its
portion.
Mrs. Jessamine had never joined any of the women’s rights movements;
nor had she joined in their denunciation. She had felt that her time
was passed for demanding anything. Her children had all grown beyond
even the pretense of piety toward her; but her husband had returned to
second childishness and renewed her motherhood.
She had suffered a new travail, but she had been needed, and that kept
her important. Now she had no further task to perform except to keep
a rocking chair rocking, and to knit the air with her restless old
bone-needle fingers.
Her husband had killed himself because he felt disgraced, cheated,
dishonorably discharged from the army of industry. She did not kill
herself; she just refused to live any longer. She resigned from the
church called life. She ceased to believe in it.
Dr. Chirnside when he came up again to her funeral said that she died
of a broken heart, and like a faithful helpmeet went to join the
faithful husband where he waited for her at the foot of the Throne.
And now another generation of the Jessamines was nothing more than an
inscription on headstones.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account