Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
If he did not kill his mother, his father must. He could save them both
by one brief gesture. Yet he shrank from it, fought within himself a
war of loves and duties. Then he heard his mother’s wailing again and
he set his teeth together fiercely, laid his hand upon the knob, turned
it softly, and softly thrust the door ajar.
CHAPTER L
When he had been confronted with the opportunity to end the life of
Immy’s baby and with it numberless perils, RoBards had hesitated until
the chance was taken from him.
But now he did not even question the high necessity for action. Whether
he were insane from the laceration of his sympathies or superhumanly
wise, his mind was made up the instant the idea came to him.
As if some exterior power considered and ordained the deed, his mind
was made up for him. He felt it his solemn duty to give Patty surcease
of existence. He wondered only at his long delay in recognizing the
compulsion.
The patriarch Abraham in the Old Testament had heard a voice in the
air bidding him despatch his only son for a burnt offering; he did not
waver, but clave wood and piled it upon his son’s back and lured him to
an altar and drew his knife against him. The curious god who could take
pleasure in a child’s blood was amused at the last moment to send an
angel to order the tortured old man to substitute a ram caught by his
horns in the thicket. And the poor ram was burned instead. But Abraham
had been ready to slash his boy’s young throat across at the divine
whim and to watch him roast.
There was a priestliness in RoBards’ soul, too; but he was not going
to slay his wife to appease any cloudy deity. She was already a burnt
offering alive and he was ordered to sacrifice her flesh to end its
tyranny over her hopeless soul.
He was puzzled only about the means.
His brain ran along an array of weapons; knife, poison, pistol,
throttling fingers. He read the list as if a hand held a scrolled
catalogue before his eyes. He discarded each as it came. It was too
brutal.
He stared at Patty, tossing there alone, and his heart sickened with
love. Then he was more than ever afraid for her. For now she was in
such an extreme of blind woe that she was snatching at her hair!
She had lost her last interest in beauty. She was tearing at her hair,
crisscrossing it over her face, biting and gnawing at it, sawing it
through her teeth.
He ran to her to rescue that final grace. He took her hands from it and
smoothed it back from her brow. It was soft beyond belief beneath his
palm. It was deep and dense and voluptuously velvety.
He knelt and, holding her hands tight, kissed her lips and her cheeks
and kissed her eyelids, as if he were weighting them finally with
pennies. And he groaned: “Good-by, honey!”
Her eyelids opened under the kisses he had left upon them. She gasped:
“Good-by? You’re not going to leave me? Don’t! ah, don’t!”
He shook his head and groaned:
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