Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
While the young farmer and the two hired men labored in the rain
that came as a deluge upon the gale’s heels, Mrs. Laight saddled and
bridled a horse and forced it through the world of storm and across the
barriers of blown-down trees into Kensico Village for Doctor Brockholst.
By the time he arrived the broken body of RoBards was stretched upon
the couch in the library. The master’s bedroom had been cracked open by
the fallen tulip tree and the rain was thundering through it.
The doctor, seeing the state of his patient and all his red wounds and
hearing the groans he could not stifle, first checked the outlets of
his blood, then made ready to give him ease of pain.
Old RoBards was as eager for the anæsthetic as a starved infant for its
mother’s milk, but he suddenly bethought him of his need of all his
wits, and he gasped:
“If—if you make me sleep, I may—may nev-never wake up, eh?”
Doctor Brockholst tried to evade a direct answer, but RoBards panted:
“I won’t risk it—risk it. I’ve sent—I’ve sent Laight to tele-telegraph
my son to come up from—from town. There’s things I must say to
him—before—before——”
He was more afraid of unconsciousness than of pain, and he would not
gamble with a palliation of his anguishes. He chattered to the doctor:
“Just stay here and let me talk. It helps to keep me from making an old
fool of myself. And don’t let me die till Keith comes. Don’t let me die
till—oh, oh!—Oh, God! oh, God!”
He gnawed his lips and twisted his face in all the fierce grimaces of
a desperate athlete trying to pry himself from a hammerlock.
He groaningly computed the hours it would take Keith to reach the farm
if he got the message and came at once and caught a train. But those
hours passed and Keith was not yet visible to Mrs. Laight watching from
the porch in her wind-whipped skirts and her fluttering shawl.
The old man moaned, watching the inexorably deliberate clock with white
eyes;
“The storm has torn down the telegraph poles, I suppose; or wrecked a
bridge or two. But somehow, somebody will get the word to my boy and
he’ll fight his way here. I know Keith!”
The doctor pleaded with him to accept the aid of a sedative and even
made a show of force, but the old man grew so frantic with resistance
that he gave over.
And after a time when Mrs. Laight had given up watching for Keith,
there came upon his agonized mien a look almost of comfort. He smiled
and murmured:
“Now I know a little of what Patty suffered. I thought I knew before;
but nobody can imagine pain—or remember it. It’s a hideous thing—to
hurt. But I ought to be able to stand it for a night when that little
girl bore far worse—far worse for years.”
All the long evening, all the long night he babbled her name, and if
at intervals he sobbed and the tears slid down his much-channeled
features, it was for memory of the bitterness of her woe, and his
belated understanding of it.
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