Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
And with this Thy-will-be-done she accepted her fate. She was used to
being denied her prayers. She turned and moved across the grass toward
the gate. She paused once or twice to look back, as if hoping that he
would relent. RoBards gazed at her with profound pity, but he could not
grant her plea. Finding that he would not beckon her to return, Mrs.
Lasher nodded, slipped through the gate, and moved on to what must be
almost the funeral of her boy.
She left RoBards in as much confusion as his benumbed spirit could
feel. The reptile Jud had evidently told his mother only a part of
the story. He had remembered enough to lie about the cause of his
punishment. But how long could he be trusted to keep the rest concealed?
Who could keep a secret? Immy’s pitiful future was already at the mercy
of her own babbling, of her little brother’s wondering, of the farmer’s
wife who loved gossip, and of twist-wit Jud.
RoBards was afraid even of his own power to keep it inviolate. Suppose
he himself talked in his sleep and Patty heard him? Suppose that in one
of his wild tempers, when wrath like a drunkenness made him eager to
fling off all decencies and rave in insults, he should hurl this truth
at Patty or someone else?
In many of the rocks on the farm the roots of trees had made little
rifts and squeezed and squirmed and grown until they split granite
asunder. What heart could withstand the relentless pressure, from the
irresistible gimleting of a secret?
Once the truth was uttered, it could no more be recalled than the dead
itself. It was cruelly easy in this world to do, to say, to think;
and hideously impossible to undo, unsay, unthink. One could only add
repentance and remorse to guilt or carelessness.
Repentance and remorse were dangerous, too, to the soul, for one could
repent a good deed, a mercy, an abstention as easily as evil. He found
now in his conscience nothing but regret that he had let that filthy
serpent crawl away. The copperhead had struck and he had merely bruised
it and left it alive with all its venom, and the forked tongue and
hissing of gossip.
In this room he had sorely repented two deeds of pity: sparing
Chalender’s life and Jud Lasher’s. What a poltroon thing pity was,
after all!
The next day he rode over to White Plains and found a letter from Patty
among his mail. He read it on the way home, letting the reins lie in
the mane of the horse while he conned the pages. They were dashed off
in a mood of girlish hilarity. New York was a fountain of renewing
youth to her. It had grown enormously, she said, since she left it a
few months ago. The railroad journey was a sensational adventure. Like
most of the other passengers, she had been fairly choked with smoke and
riddled with cinders and one of them had stuck in her eye a long while.
But New York with even half an eye was heaven.
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