Wives and Widows; or, The Broken LifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Wives and Widows; or, The Broken Life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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I left the balcony and went up to Mrs. Lee's chamber; here everything
was pure and quiet. The invalid lay upon her couch, with a book before
her; one slender and almost transparent hand rested upon the opposite
page to that which she was reading. It started like a frightened bird as
I came in, and she turned her head with one of those heavenly smiles I
have never seen equalled. But her face clouded over in an instant.
Evidently Martha Hyde was not the person that gentle invalid had hoped
to see.
I went up to the couch and sat down on the low seat at its head. She
handed me the book with a smile, saying that it made her eyes ache.
"Would I read a little till Mr. Lee came up?"
She said this languidly, and there was a strange look about her eyes, as
if they had been overtaxed. I received the volume, but fell into thought
with it in my hand, forgetting that she was observing me.
"What is the matter?" she said, touching me with her shadowy hand. "Has
anything gone wrong? No bad news about our young friend, I hope."
"No," I answered, starting; "I have not heard from him this morning."
"Well, what is it then? You look strangely, as if something had
frightened you."
"Do I? No, indeed, nothing has frightened me."
"Perhaps," she said, with a little hesitation, "you are getting anxious
about me; these heavy feelings that hang about my head in the morning
are a little depressing; I don't really know what to make of them."
I looked at her anxiously; there certainly was a singular expression in
her eyes which made me thoughtful. She went on in a soft, dreamy way, as
if talking to herself.
"Then I used to sleep so lightly. It was a great affliction,--that state
of semi-wakefulness which left everything unreal, but was not sleep,
wore me out; now I fall into such profound slumber, but it gives me no
more rest than the other state; and I awake with the sensation of a
person who has been struggling hard through the night."
"But this may arise from opiates."
"Opiates! Indeed, you know that I never take them, Miss Hyde."
I answered with some surprise that I had accounted for the strange
feeling which oppressed her by the idea that it must be something of
that kind; but omitted to say that Mrs. Dennison had bewailed to me the
habit of taking preparations of opium which Mrs. Lee had fallen into.
The invalid seemed a little hurt by this suggestion, and said over and
over again in her sweet way,--
"No, no, my dear. It must be terrible pain which can force me to take
these things; and thanks to Him and to all the loving care around me, I
do not suffer greatly."
"Still you are changed, dear lady," I said. "How, I cannot explain; but
in your face I find that look of struggle which you complain of."
"It is oppressive," she said, putting a hand to her forehead, "and I am
afraid makes me but dull company. Mr. Lee is not here quite so much as
usual: or is that a sick fancy, Miss Hyde?"
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