Wives and Widows; or, The Broken LifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Wives and Widows; or, The Broken Life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
Fiction
I did not remember or care for the hours of breakfast or dinner;
excitement had driven all thoughts of food from my mind. This increased
my languor and made me more helpless still. Why had this beautiful woman
come to torment me? What had I done to be thus virtually driven into the
fields like a wild animal? I wandered off to the ridge, and sat down on
the rock where I had once conversed with Mrs. Dennison. I do not know
what time of the day it was; for the sun was obscured and the heavens
were fleecy with black clouds. My head ached sadly; but that was nothing
to the pain at my heart.
A storm came up while I sat there; but I was quite unconscious of it
till my clothes were wet through, and I felt all my limbs shivering with
the cold. I did not think of the consequences; it seemed so natural that
I should be beaten down, that I cowered under the fierce rain like a
poor flower that grew by me on the rock. The sunshine might revive
that--would it ever come to me?
I remember feeling a mournful companionship with this solitary blossom,
and sheltering it with a corner of my wet shawl. It was some distraction
to the thoughts that harassed me to fancy the pretty thing as wretched
as myself. Still I sat upon the rock, and still the rain beat down upon
me. At last I heard Lottie's voice through the drifting storm, calling
for me anxiously.
I arose and stood up, trembling from head to foot--the wet had chilled
the very heart in my bosom.
"Why, what is this? Where have you been? What's the matter? Ain't you a
fool, good and strong? Mercy! how you look--how your teeth do chatter!
Now, speak out and let's know if you really are alive!" cried the
kind-hearted creature, attempting to shake the wet from my shawl, but,
finding that hopeless, wringing it between both hands, like a
washerwoman.
"I've been with her all day; haven't left her one minute alone--not even
with him. When he came, I planted myself by the bed, and there I stood
like a monument. She kept asking for you."
"For me?" I faltered, smitten with compunction. "I did not think of
that."
"You've given up thinking of anything, I'm afraid," said Lottie,
shivering. "It wasn't just the thing to run off and leave me to bear the
brunt of all their looks and questions! Not that I answered them--oh,
no! but I wanted to get off and have a good cry as well as you."
"I am very sorry, Lottie."
"But that was nothing till she asked for you over and over again; then
I'd 'a' given anything to have jumped up and after you. Besides, Miss
Jessie was hunting up and down, wondering where you were, and Mr. Lee
looked like a thunder-cloud."
"Mr. Lee?"
"Yes, Mr. Lee! But there you stand with your teeth going
chatter--chatter--chatter--like a squirrel cracking hickory-nuts. Do
come into the house!"
I followed her, meekly enough; she scolding and reviling, and petting me
all the way as if I had been a lap-dog out of favor.
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