I tried to say this, and felt very helpless when my voice died away in a strange whisper; but a glow was on my face, and I know that my lips smiled, though they could not speak. "You know me!" she cried, joyously.--"Oh! Lottie, it is true, she knows us--she will get well!" Had I been ill? Was that the reason I felt so like a little child? Jessie read this question in my eyes and answered it, kissing my forehead with her cool lips. "Oh, yes, Aunt Matty, _so_ ill! Out of your head, poor soul!" Out of my head! The thought troubled me. Why? Had I anything to conceal? To question one's soul requires strength, for it is a stern task. I was very weak, and so put the subject aside. The very sight of Jessie's face had wearied me. She sat down on the bed, and then I saw how sad and thoughtful she had become. Her very lips were pale, and her eyes were shaded by their inky lashes, which threw her whole face into mourning. Had she suffered so much because I was ill, or were other sorrows distressing her? She held my hand in hers, clasping it tenderly. I strove to return the caress; but my poor fingers only fluttered in hers like the wings of a birdling when it first sees food. She knew that I wanted to return her love, and smiled upon me; but oh! how sad her smile was! Then I fell off into a quiet sleep. The next day I could ask questions. How long was it? Four weeks--four weeks, in which they had been so anxious! The doctors had given me up, but she and Lottie had always hoped. It seemed as if I could not be taken from her just when she wanted me so much. "And her mother, was all well?" Mrs. Lee was better, stronger, and more cheerful than she had been for weeks before I was taken ill. Indeed, she had once crept to my chamber, and cried over me like a child. "Mrs. Lee better, and more cheerful? Then why was Jessie so sad?" The dear girl turned away her face and made no answer. Her silence cut me to the heart. Then I remembered the letter; that sheet of paper, with its red lines, and crowded with figures, came before me with a pang, as if some one had struck me on the heart. The grief that convulsed my face frightened Jessie; she understood it and strove to reassure me. "It is all well," she said; "never think of it again." She might as well have asked a wounded man to forget the bullet rankling in his flesh. How much that package had hurt me, no human being could ever tell! "Father has been very anxious about you," she said; "I never saw him suffer so much." "What have you done with it?" I inquired. She knew what I meant, and answered, gently,-- "I gave them back to my father--all except the letter, which I burned." "Thank you, dear child." There was silence awhile. I wanted to ask a question, but it made me faint. I think she would have answered that without waiting for words, only that the subject was a pain to her, as it was agony to me. "Is _she_ here yet?"