Wives and Widows; or, The Broken LifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Wives and Widows; or, The Broken Life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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"I went into the black shadow of this grand old tree, sat down with my
back against its trunk, and fell into a passion of bitter weeping. Why
had I become all at once so unhappy? What sorrow, or cause of sorrow,
had fallen upon me? I would not even attempt to answer this question,
but asked it over and over again, as if the solution were not in my own
heart reproaching me.
"All at once I heard a noise in the grass--the steady fall of a man's
foot. I hushed my tears, and drew my shawl over the white dress that
threatened to betray me, even buried as I was in deep shadows. A tall
figure directly after appeared in the moonlight, standing by the lake. I
knew it at once. He also had come out into the beautiful night, unhappy,
perhaps, and restless as myself. He stood awhile motionless, then I saw
him move away, and walk quickly up and down the shore, as if the beauty
of the night filled him with irrepressible inquietude. Then I asked
myself why he could not rest, and what feelings had driven him forth. My
heart gave a reply which turned its sadness into excitement. Still I
neither moved nor spoke, but watched his abrupt movements to and fro
with breathless interest. Ah, he was wretched as myself--the thought of
parting had driven him forth. I was sure of that, and the certainty was
like a triumph.
"All at once Lawrence turned from the moonlight, and plunged into the
black shadows of the oak, where he walked up and down like a disturbed
spirit. I could hear broken words fall from his lips, as if he found it
a relief to speak aloud in the solitude. There was passion and pathos in
his voice, but I gathered no other meaning from the sounds that reached
me.
"Perhaps I stirred, and by a movement of my shawl revealed the whiteness
of my dress, for he came toward me, exclaiming,--
"'Great heavens! what is this?'
"I shrunk back against the body of the oak, and huddled the shawl
around my person, hoping thus to escape his observations; but he came
close to me, and said very quietly, though his voice trembled a
little,--
"'Do not hide yourself, but come out into the moonlight. I felt that you
would be here.'
"I arose, obedient as a little child, and walked by his side toward the
magnolia-tree, where the moonlight fell in white radiance.
"'Why did you come out at this late hour?' he said, looking down upon me
with gentle compassion in his eyes.
"'I could not sleep. I was so unhappy that the close air of the house
stifled me.'
"'I understand,' he replied, almost mournfully. 'It is the old story. I
too--but what matters that--the air of the house was oppressive. No
matter, I shall quit it to-morrow.'
"'To-morrow,--and you will go?'
"'Yes; Dennison is an old friend--a dear old friend. I shall go
to-morrow.'
"'To-morrow, and forever!' I cried, in a burst of passionate despair,
which frightened me the moment it left my lips.
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