Bohemianism -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- England -- Fiction
She had reached a point at which the question arose in her mind, whether
Philip, in his craving for the success of his new plans, did not seek
to push her into the arms of General Sabaroff.
That revolting thought filled her with such horror that she dared not
entertain it long. "No," she said to herself, "a man does not change so
suddenly as that; he does not take six years to reveal himself, and
then, at a day's notice, become transformed from an affectionate
husband, an honourable, upright, and devoted man, into a nameless
scoundrel." When she argued with herself, she arrived at the conclusion
that she must be mad to have allowed such an idea to enter her brain,
and yet, drive it away as she would, the horrible thought assailed her
more and more persistently.
Dora was above all things a woman of sound intelligence. After mature
reflection she traced for herself a line of conduct that seemed to her
the only wise one. First, she took a firm resolution never to address
any more reproaches to Philip. Things had gone too far for
recriminations to have any effect upon him. She was clear-sighted enough
to know that a husband's vagrant affection is not won back by reprimands
and reproaches, but only by sweetness, persuasion, and diplomacy. Her
greatest fear was that her temper might sour, and against this
possibility she set herself to watch most rigorously. She did her best
to be attractive, and cultivated a gaiety that should help her to break
down the cold barrier that seemed to have fixed itself between her and
this man who had so detached himself from her. She took more care than
ever of her appearance, and called all her taste into play to help her
set off her beauty to best advantage.
One evening, when she was dressing for dinner, she remembered that
Philip had said to her, before the arrival of their guests at their
memorable evening party, "How beautiful you are! How I should love to
have you all to myself this evening!" Women seldom forget a remark of
that sort. She put on the same dress that had charmed Philip so much,
and went downstairs looking her loveliest. After dinner they passed the
evening in Dora's boudoir, where she allowed her husband to smoke his
cigarette, and smoked one herself when the temptation took her. Philip
took no notice of his wife's attire; no remark, no compliment passed his
lips. Tired of the tête-à-tête, he took up a book and yawned over it for
a while, and about eleven o'clock went out for a breath of air. "It is
hopeless; I am done for," said Dora, when Philip had left her, and she
burst into tears.
What had come over this man who thus caused such suffering to a
wife--young, beautiful, dowered with all the gifts that nature can
lavish upon a woman, and for whom he would certainly have been ready to
lay down his life, if necessary?
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