Bohemianism -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- England -- Fiction
"Why, it's freezing here!" he said to himself. "Heavens! it's no wonder,
there is positively no fire. Is she so poor as.... Oh no, it can't be so
bad as that. What pathos in this room--an exact reproduction of that
lovely one in the other house, where we used to have such merry times!
Ah, there is the old clock in its place--not going, I see. There is
Dora's portrait on Philip's easel, still lacking the finishing touches.
There is Philip's jacket, hanging just where it always hung--the two
easels and stools--everything in place, nothing wanting but Philip
himself. What treasures of tenderness are revealed in this poor
counterfeit presentment of the other studio! How happy her life must
have been there, that she should want to make an exact imitation of the
room, and so revive the past! There are people who break with their
happy bygone times, others who cling to them determinedly. A few pounds
have transformed this miserable studio into a living souvenir that will
kill her. And yet, why do I say _will kill her_, when it is just this
living souvenir that keeps her alive--that will keep her alive, perhaps?
Here were two beings who loved each other dearly, and between whom a
simple suspicion, a terrible misunderstanding, seems to have erected an
insurmountable barrier. Philip wanted to be rich, poor beggar! He has
not been long learning that there is but a step from Plutus to Pluto.
Most of the old proverbs want re-editing. I know one that ought to run:
'When wealth comes in at the door, love and happiness fly out at the
window.' But poor old Philip is cured, radically cured, once and for
ever. He talks nonsense still sometimes, but it is the other whom I am
most anxious about, and who vows that everything is over. Philip goes in
for philosophy, and that is a healthy sign. He has decided that his wife
is better off than he is, because she has found consolation in her
painting. He would give his whole house for Dora's garret. And the
fellow tells us these things in a tone of conviction, as if he were
uttering the wisdom of a Solomon or a Socrates. The panegyric of
poverty is all bosh; it is an affectation! When I see a book entitled
_How to Live comfortably on Two Hundred a Year_, I take it for granted
that the author is a millionaire."
Dr. Templeton came out of Dora's bedroom and surprised Lorimer in the
midst of his reflections. He was looking troubled and in a bad temper.
"That woman will exhaust my patience, I know she will. She is the most
obstinate, the most ... the most ... there, I can't find a word for
her."
"Don't try, doctor; you have explained yourself admirably."
"Yes, I am getting out of patience at last. I can do nothing with her.
She takes no notice of my advice or my prescriptions. If she is bent
upon dying--why, she must die, I suppose; she does not want a doctor for
that."
"That does not always go without saying," said Lorimer jokingly.
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