"You had to know. You can't fight the Unknown, can't use the right
mental weapons unless you know exactly what it is you've got to
overcome. Full knowledge first, and then a choice of weapons. We're
choosing a weapon that will clamp a mental block on that knowledge
where it has sharp points of deadliness. We'll keep it limited, but we
won't forget the danger. The weapon we're choosing is--a controlled
self-hypnosis."
Janice flushed and flashed a quick glance at him. She was still
trembling, breathless with hurrying, but the strain in her eyes had
diminished a little. "Darling, I--I'm sorry. I pleaded with you to tell
me. I guess I was being stupidly unthinking and irrational."
"I only told you because I thought it would cut down the danger. You've
got to do your best to substitute another, less destructive fear.
You're in a garden and a spider is moving slowly toward you across a
gleaming web. But even if it's a black widow spider you don't succumb
to panic. You know that you have time to leap up and run swiftly out
of the garden."
"But I could also reach out and crush the spider between my thumb and
forefinger. Or stamp on it. Shake it from the web, and mash it into a
pulp. But we're not in a garden on Earth, David. We're trapped on an
alien world, with not even a garden wall to protect us. How can we hope
to outdistance an insect larger than we are? You said yourself that
insects can move with lightning speed."
"Not this particular insect, perhaps. In the building it seemed to move
slowly, with a shuffling sound. I was afraid it could move swiftly and
that made me hesitate to make a dash for the entrance. But now we can't
afford to let such a possibility demoralize us. We've got to seize on
the doubt and build it up in our minds. Build it up, do you understand?
_Make ourselves believe it._"
"But the creature is winged! David, I thought--"
"Don't think. Just make yourself believe. Not all winged insects can
fly. The wings may be vestigial. You've got to believe that it's
slow moving and blot its size from your mind. We instinctively think
of insects as small, visualize them as small. Hold fast to that
visualization. You can if you try."
"You mean deliberately distort the truth, cling to an illusion which we
know, deep in our minds, can't possibly be true?"
"Only in regard to its size. It may well be slow-moving. That margin
of doubt gives us an advantage we'd be foolish to abandon. If we can
control our fear in the right way we won't succumb to panic."
"The right way? Just what is the right way, David? How do you want me
to feel?"
"As if you were being pursued by an insect on Earth. A dangerous
insect, but small. We've got to stay alert to the danger without
succumbing to a paralyzing fear. Just remember that it's not a baying,
savage dog."
"All right, David. I'll try."
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