He looked at Janice and nodded, sensing the need for continued haste.
They headed straight for the nearest building, with no exchange of
words now, for they were both too sharply aware of the danger to
experience a need to talk further about it or even to pause for breath.
TEN
It was hard for Loring to realize that they had reached the building so
fast, harder still to accept the fact that they were almost inside of
it. The high portals arched above them, glimmering in the radiance, and
their shadows were flickering on both sides of the entrance-way before
he remembered that he had at first decided it would be wiser to bypass
the structure--to circle around it and keep on fleeing.
Fortunately he had looked back and changed his decision without
conscious deliberation, so instinctively that the wisdom of it did not
dawn on him until he was less than forty feet from the base of the
building. The quick, backward glance had shown him the pursuing insect
clearly, etched sharply against the glow, and its terrifying nearness
had made him change his mind almost automatically, with a nightmarelike
absence of any clear-cut reasoning process.
Only now did he realize that the human mind cannot think or will
anything, dreaming or awake, in a completely purposeless way. And he
had certainly not been dreaming. The creature was so near, so close on
their heels, that they could not hope to outdistance it by running.
The building, then, was their only refuge. Into an imprisoning darkness
again, but darkness was better than a hopeless attempt to escape
pursuit in the open.
Darkness? How could they be sure? This building might be lighted, as
bright within as without. And what could be worse, if you were trapped,
with all escape cut off, than a blinding burst of illumination?
It could be far worse than any darkness. You staggered and fell, and
the light burned through your eyelids into your brain, no matter how
tight you tried to shut your eyes.
And through the radiance, through the burning glare that could not
be shut out, you saw it coming toward you, its wings thrumming as it
closed in with clashing mandibles, while the light turned red around it.
No, no--those were not his thoughts! He straightened and looked at
Janice and was glad that she was not being tortured as he was. She was
moving ahead of him now, very swiftly, but there was no wavering in her
steps, nothing to indicate that a direct attack was being made on her
mind.
For some reason they were attacking him only. And almost unendurable as
the torment was he could still recognize it as a mental distortion, a
coldly merciless assault on his sanity.
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