One woman blending with many, her loveliness dissolving and reforming,
but her ardor remaining constant, a living flame.
He heard himself whispering: "I am more human than you seem to believe.
The struggle was almost too much for me. Without the solace of love I
would not have had the strength to endure."
"You have that solace now," she whispered. "Kiss me, lover. And do
not be a fool. All men are little boys at heart. At least, there is a
little boy in them, buried deep in their nature--the little boy they
once were. In moments of stress and torment that little boy lives
again. It does not make them less manly, less sure of themselves when
they desire a woman as you now desire me. Make love to me."
It was no longer in Loring's power to resist or to care how completely
he abandoned himself to the woman in his arms. His desire, in fact, had
already surpassed hers and he could find no fault with her ardor.
It came to him then that this was a real woman. The passion of her had
stirred him as he had never been stirred before. He was in a whirlpool
of passion. His lips were on her breasts that had swollen with desire;
warm, soft, round, dazzling, spheres made for man's pleasure.
Caressing them, he remembered as if from some pre-existence that
man's first desire was for woman's breasts, to draw the sweet milk of
motherhood. The breasts burgeoning under him now, were incomparable.
Her body, that had been virginal a moment before, was moving in
frenetic appeal. The heat of her passion was burning him. Heavens, he
thought in sudden panic, supposing she gets pregnant? Gosh what will
I do, siring a child by this creature? It's a sin. I've got to stop.
He tried to withdraw, but it was too late. The seed of his loins was
already fighting its way into her quivering body.
She knew what had happened. "Wonderful, wonderful," she cried
stiffening her entire body in physical ecstacy. "My beautiful brilliant
man." Then, with a little moan that was half pain and half pleasure,
she went limp in his arms. Their mating was complete. Loring lay dazed
and exhausted.
It was at that moment that he heard Janice scream. It seemed to him
that a white-hot shaft of dread went through him before a coldness
fastened on his heart, and he began to tremble violently. He thrust the
woman in his arms almost brutally from him, and struggled to rise. It
was a struggle, because the arms of other women had instantly entwined
themselves about his arms and shoulders and even about his legs. It
was as if they had mistaken his blind, fear-inspired brutality for
rejection of one woman in favor of many, and thought of the many as
themselves.
He thrust their arms aside, forced them to release him by smiting them
cheek and thigh. He did it unconsciously, thinking only of Janice
and what the scream might mean. But they seemed to take the blows as
compliments and murmured: "What a lover! What a man!"
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