Tragor started to rise, appalled by the sudden fury which blazed in
the Coordinator's eyes. He recoiled backwards and as he did so a
hand-gun clattered on the chart stand before him. Kraii had whipped the
hand-gun from beneath the stand so quickly that it seemed almost like a
conjuring trick. But to deceive the eye of a Martian frozen with terror
was no great feat and Kraii knew it.
He seemed to enjoy the sudden look of stricken disbelief in Tragor's
stare. He seemed actually to relish inflicting such an irrevocable
choice of evils on a Martian completely at his mercy.
"Do it now, Tragor," he said. "If you put it off even for a moment
you'll waver and lack the courage to kill yourself. Then we shall have
to execute you publicly. Think of the shame and disgrace of a public
execution, Tragor. I am offering you the easiest choice first. Do it
immediately. Right here and now. When it is over, I'll aerate the
compartment thoroughly, so you need not worry on that score."
"No, I can't! You're asking too much of me!"
Tragor recoiled another step, looking at the Chief Coordinator with an
almost childlike simplicity of appeal that would have moved a Martian
with a heart of stone. But if Kraii had a heart, it was certainly not
of stone. Stone can be splintered and shattered and even dissolved.
Quite obviously the fierce, dangerous and obdurate metal of the Chief
Coordinator's heart was not in the least like stone.
"Oh, I know, I know," Kraii said. "It's customarily done after a decent
interval, in the privacy of the condemned's own compartment. Watching
you kill yourself will be very painful to me. But I am prepared to
endure it for your sake. It will be easier for you this way.
"Think, Tragor. I'll be right here, close to you, and if you imagine
for a moment that I am not still your friend you do me a grievous
injustice. My nearness right up to the end should be comforting
to you. A fellow Martian, sharing every one of your life drives,
every compulsive emotion you've ever experienced from the cradle to
the grave. I did not blunder as you did, but that is the only real
difference between us. Do you imagine for a moment that I do not
sympathize with you?"
"No, no. Give me a little time. Only a few minutes," Tragor pleaded.
"That's all I ask. Then if you can't--"
Tragor's voice broke on a strangled sob.
"Tragor, listen to me. You have a choice of two alternatives. You can
either kill yourself--and that is the honorable way--or you'll be
shamefully executed. Which will it be?"
Tragor took a slow step forward. It was a short step and it hardly
seemed to bring him much nearer to the hand-gun. But to the Chief
Coordinator it seemed a step in the right direction and his features
relaxed a little.
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