Then this monk of many dreams and visions, with his halo of saintship,
was fresh from the hermits and cenobites of the Thebaid. The even-song
that went up from countless caves and cabins under the clear Egyptian
sky still lingered in his ear as he expatiated on the paradise of
solitude. Forgetting in his zeal the violent moral struggles he had
passed through himself, he appealed to them in impassioned words to
immolate every natural affection on the altar of a faith that invited
them to a life of prayer and meditation far from the tempting delights
of a sinful world. It was under this teaching that the ascetic spirit
grew so strong as to call out the indignation of the pagan society of
Rome. People of the fourth century were as fond of gossip as are the
men and women of to-day, and no more charitable. Malicious tongues were
whispering evil things of the gifted and famous monk who exercised so
pernicious an influence over the wives and daughters of illustrious
Roman citizens, inciting them to fling away their fortunes for a dream
and seclude themselves from the world to which they belonged. He had
spent three years in an atmosphere that must have been grateful to
his restless and stormy spirit. But now he found that he was bringing
reproach upon those he most revered and loved, so in the summer of 385,
when Pope Damasus died, and his occupation was gone, he bade farewell
to his friends, and went back to the East, leaving a letter to Asella
in which he bitterly denounces those who had dared to malign him. Of
Paula he says that “her songs were psalms, her conversations were of
the gospel, her delight was in purity, her life a long fast.” Yet his
enemies had presumed to attack his attitude toward the saintly woman
whose “mourning and penance had touched his heart with sympathy and
veneration.”
But his pleadings for a life of penitence and sacrifice had not been in
vain. A few months later Paula carried out a plan which had been for
some time maturing, and followed him, with her daughter Eustochium and
a train of consecrated virgins and attendants. The power of religious
enthusiasm was never shown more clearly than in this able and learned
matron, who had all the strength of the Roman character together with
the mystical exaltation of a Christian sibyl. That she was a woman of
ardent emotions is evident from the violence of her grief at the death
of her daughter and her husband. But in spite of her family affections
she was firm in her purpose to leave home and friends for a life of
hardship in the far East. The tears of her youngest daughter, Rufina,
who begged her to stay for her wedding day,--which, alas! she never
lived to see,--were of no avail. Her little son entreated her in vain.
The words of St. Jerome were ringing in her ears. “Though thy father
should lie on the threshold, trample over his body with dry eyes, and
fly to the standard of the cross,” he had said. “In this matter, to be
cruel is the only true filial affection.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account