Woman—through a man's eyeglassSalaman, Malcolm C. (Malcolm Charles)
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Woman—through a man's eyeglass
Salaman, Malcolm C. (Malcolm Charles)
Single women; Wives -- Anecdotes; Women -- Anecdotes; Women -- Social and moral questions
But marriage soon proved to them that they were eternally separate,
that under no circumstances could there be any compromise between
them. She conceived a loathing towards him from their marriage-day, and
he was not slow to perceive this and to resent it. Her very beauty and
brilliancy became hateful to him, because he felt that they were not
really his, and yet he wished to be master of them. He was jealous that
others should admire her, and he have no pride of possession, though
she bore his name. So, though they lived before the world according
to social conventions, he exercised a species of petty tyranny over
her with a view to humiliating her before the society for which she
lived, and so spiting her. He would allow her to go entirely her own
way for some time, never caring whither she went, never accompanying
her in public, never appearing when she “received” at home. Then, of
course, people would begin to wonder and whisper, and in defiance she
would go out alone all the more, and send out invitations to “At Homes”
and dinner-parties, when she would always receive her guests with
fictitious apologies for her husband.
But on one occasion, as the guests drove up to the door, they were told
by the servants that Lady Gladys could not receive them. No excuse was
given, and every one went away wondering. Sir Drury had ordered it so;
but this was the crisis. He had humiliated his wife, not only before
her friends, but before her servants. How could she continue to live
under the same roof with him, to even pretend amicable relations with
him! She must go and live elsewhere, and take her child with her. No,
that he would not permit. _She_ might go where she liked, but the child
must remain. So, of course, she remained; for, though she hated her
husband more than ever, and now he watched her with jealous suspicion,
she was a mother, and the ties of motherhood proved stronger than her
conjugal repulsion.
And now her woman’s nature asserted itself. Her unfortunate marriage
had kept the voices of love and passion till now dumb within her; but
in her unhappiness they cried out in sad yearning tones. Her soul ached
for true companionship, her womanhood craved for love. Her imagination
had hitherto served her, and Society had furnished her with excitement,
but now she wanted more, and with the demand came the supply. In fact,
there was always a supply of lovers ready to her hand, had she wanted
them, for she was beautiful; but she never did want them, though she
would accept the constant escort of cavaliers in the Row, to the
theatre, and elsewhere.
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