Married people -- Fiction; Suburban life -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
This was the cause of the obstinacy that puzzled and even provoked him
during a week of intermittent arguing upon the matter. Elsie was sure
that one thing he said was only too true: “Young people are pretty much
the same the world over nowadays”; and in her imagination she could
conjure up no picture of herself occupying among her cousin Cornelia
Cromwell’s friends a position different from that she held among her
own. They would be polite to her for the first hour or so, she knew, and
then they would do to her what had always been done to her. They would
treat her as a weightless presence, invisible and inaudible, a
left-outer.
Her aunt and Cornelia would expect much of her; and they would be kind
in their disappointment; but they would have her on their hands and
secretly look forward to the relief of her departure. Elsie could
predict it all, and in sorry imaginings foresee the weariness of her
aunt and cousin as they would daily renew the task of privately goading
reluctant young men and preoccupied girls to appear conscious that she
was a human being, not air. The visit would mean only a new failure, a
new one on a grander scale than the old failure at home. The old one was
enough for her; she was used to it, and the surroundings at least were
familiar. The more her father urged her, the more she was terrified by
what he urged.
“I’ve made up my mind to compel you,” he told her one evening in the
library. “I’m serious, Elsie.”
She did not look up from her book, but responded quietly: “I’m twenty.
Women are of age in this state at eighteen, Papa.”
“Are they? I wrote your aunt yesterday that you’re coming.”
“I wrote her yesterday, too. I told her I couldn’t.”
“No other explanation?”
“Of course I said you needed me to run the house, Papa.”
“I didn’t bring you up to tell untruths,” he said. “You’ve learned, it
seems; but this one won’t do you any good. You’re going, Elsie, and if
you want some new dresses or hats or things you’d better be ordering
’em. You don’t seem to understand I really mean it.”
She dropped her book in her lap and sighed profoundly. “What for?” she
asked. “Why do you make such a point of it?”
“Because I’ve been watching you and thinking about you, and I don’t
believe I’m doing my duty by you. Not as”—his voice showed
feeling—“not as your mother would have me do it. Sometimes you cheer up
and joke with me, but I don’t believe you’re happy.”
“But I _am_.”
“You’re not,” he returned with conviction. “And the reason is, you lead
too monotonous a life. A monotonous life suits elderliness, but it isn’t
normal for youth. Really, you’re getting to lead the life of a recluse,
and I won’t have it. If these provincial young people here bore you so
that you won’t run about and play with them as the other girls do, why
then you’ve got to try a different kind of young people.”
“But you said young people were all the same, Papa, the world over; and
it’s true.”
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