Married people -- Fiction; Suburban life -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
She dropped her arms to her sides, submitting her case to an invisible
jury, who might well have returned a verdict that at least the outward
difference was pleasant rather than terrible. In the twilight beneath
the trees the fair-haired and ethereal Lily, in her slim gray dress,
seemed to be made of a few wisps of mist and a little gold. About her
was a plaintive grace, not a quality of her dark-eyed and more
substantial companion; yet both girls were comely; both were of the
peach-bloom age that follows the awkward years; each had a grace of her
own; and neither had cause to be disturbed by anything wherein she was
unlike the other. Yet, as it happened, both were so disturbed.
Ada’s gravity had increased. “You’re all wrong about it, Lily,” she
said. “I’d give anything in the world to be like you.”
“What!” Lily cried. “You wouldn’t! Why?”
“Because of what I said. You can get away with anything, and people
expect it. But if _I_ ever did anything queer it would upset everybody.
There’d be no end to it.”
“But you never _will_!” Lily almost shouted.
“Won’t I?” Ada returned, her gravity not relaxing. “What makes you so
sure?”
“Why, you simply couldn’t! _My_ life is just one long eternal succession
of queernesses. I _never_ do anything rational; I don’t seem to know
_how_; but you’re never anything but sensible, Ada. You’ll fall in love
sensibly some day—not like me, but with just one man at a time—and
he’ll be exactly the person your family’ll think you ought to be in love
with. And you’ll have a nice, comfortable wedding, without any of the
ushers misbehaving because you wouldn’t marry _him_ instead;—and then
you’ll bring up a large family to go to church every Sunday and take an
interest in missionary work and everything. Don’t you see how much _I_
ought to be like that, and how much you really are that? Don’t you,
Ada?”
Ada shook her head slowly. “It doesn’t quite seem so,” she said. Then,
beginning to stroll onward, continuing their walk, she looked even more
serious than before, and inquired: “What are you going to wear to-morrow
night?”
Lines almost tragic appeared upon Lily’s forehead, and her previously
mentioned troubles seemed of light account compared to this one. “Oh,
dear!” she wailed. “That’s _another_ thing that’s been on my mind all
day. I haven’t the least idea. What would you?”
She was still hopelessly preoccupied with the problem when she reached
home, after parting with Ada at the park gates; and in her own pretty
room she went to one of her two clothes’-closets even before she went to
a mirror. Frowning, she looked over her party dresses.
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