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Women of History: Selected from the Writings of Standard Authors
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But Miss Vanhomrigh, irritated at the situation in which she found
herself, determined on bringing to a crisis those expectations of an
union with the object of her affections, to the hope of which she had
clung amid every vicissitude of his conduct towards her. The most
probable bar was his undefined connection with Mrs Johnson, which, as it
must have been perfectly known to her, had doubtless long excited her
secret jealousy; although only a single hint to that purpose is to be
found in their correspondence, and that so early as 1713, when she
writes to him, then in Ireland, "If you are very happy, it is
ill-natured of you not to tell me so, _except 'tis what is inconsistent
with mine_." Her silence and patience under this state of uncertainty
for no less than eight years, must have been partly owing to her awe for
Swift, and partly perhaps to the weak state of her rival's health, which
from year to year seemed to announce speedy dissolution. At length,
however, Vanessa's impatience prevailed, and she ventured on the
decisive step of writing to Mrs Johnson herself, requesting to know the
nature of that connection. Stella, in reply, informed her of her
marriage with the dean; and, full of the highest resentment against
Swift for having given another female such a right on him as Miss
Vanhomrigh's inquiries implied, she sent to him her rival's letter of
interrogation, and, without seeing him or awaiting his reply, retired to
the house of Mr Ford, near Dublin. Every reader knows the consequence.
Swift, in one of those paroxysms of fury to which he was liable, both
from temper and disease, rode instantly to Marley Abbey. As he entered
the apartment, the sternness of his countenance, which was peculiarly
formed to express the fiercer passions, struck the unfortunate Vanessa
with such terror that she could scarce ask whether he would not sit
down. He answered by flinging a letter upon the table, and, instantly
leaving the house, mounted his horse and returned to Dublin. When
Vanessa opened the packet, she only found her own letter to Stella. It
was her death-warrant; she sunk at once under the disappointment of the
delayed yet cherished hopes which had so long sickened her heart, and
beneath the unrestrained wrath of him for whose sake she had indulged
them. How long she survived this last interview is uncertain, but the
time does not seem to have exceeded a few weeks.
MARY ASTELL.
[BORN 1668. DIED 1731.]
BALLARD.
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