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Women of History: Selected from the Writings of Standard Authors
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"I saw him the next day, and the following, and we were very seriously
friends. But the fourth day he departed! He wrote soon after, and from
that time our correspondence began to be a very diligent one. I
sincerely believed my love to be friendship. I spoke to my friends of
nothing but Klopstock, and showed his letters. They rallied me, and said
I was in love. I rallied them again, and said that they must have a very
friendshipless heart if they had no idea of friendship to a man as well
as to a woman. Thus it continued eight months, in which time my friends
found as much love in Klopstock's letters as in mine. I perceived it
likewise, but I would not believe it. At the last, Klopstock said
plainly that he loved; and I startled as for a wrong thing. I answered
that it was no love, but friendship, as it was what I felt for him; we
had not seen one another enough to love (as if love must have more time
than friendship). This was sincerely my meaning, and I had this meaning
till Klopstock came again to Hamburg. This he did a year after we had
seen one another for the first time. We saw; we were friends; we loved;
and we believed that we loved; and a short time after I could even tell
Klopstock that I loved. But we were obliged to part again, and wait two
years for our wedding. My mother would not let marry me a stranger. I
could marry then without her consentment, as by the death of my father
my fortune depended not upon her; but this was an horrible idea for me,
and thank heaven I have prevailed by prayers. At this time, knowing
Klopstock, she loves him as her lifely son, and thanks God that she has
not persisted. We married, and I am the happiest wife in the world."
This was written in March 1758, after they had been about four years
married. Writing again in the beginning of May, she thus sketches the
life they led together: "It will be a delightful occupation for me to
make you more acquainted with my husband's poem. Nobody can do it better
than I, being the person who knows the most of that which is not yet
published, being always present at the birth of the young verses, which
begin always by fragments here and there of a subject of which his soul
is just then filled. He has many great fragments of the whole work
ready. You may think that persons who love as we do have no need of two
chambers; we are always in the same. I, with my little work, still only
regarding sometimes my husband's sweet face, which is so venerable at
that time with tears of devotion and all the sublimity of the subject,
my husband reading me the young verses and suffering my criticism."
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