Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798; Women -- Ireland -- Biography
“I find I have but a few hours to live; but if it was the last
moment, and that the power of utterance was leaving me, I would
thank you from the bottom of my heart for your generous
expressions of affection and forgiveness to me. If there was
anyone in the world in whose breast my death might be supposed
not to stifle every spark of resentment, it might be you. I have
deeply injured you—I have injured the happiness of a sister that
you love, and who was formed to give happiness to everyone about
her, instead of having her mind a prey to affliction. Oh!
Richard, I have no excuse to offer, but that I meant the
reverse. I intended as much happiness for Sarah as the most
ardent love could have given her. I never did tell you how much
I idolised her. It was not with a wild or unfounded passion, but
it was an attachment increasing every hour, from an admiration
of the purity of her mind and respect for her talents. I did
dwell in secret upon the prospect of our union. I did hope that
success, while it afforded the opportunity of our union, might
be a means of confirming an attachment which misfortune had
called forth. I did not look to honours for myself—praise I
would have asked from the lips of no man; but I would have
wished to read in the glow of Sarah’s countenance that her
husband was respected.
“My love, Sarah! it was not thus that I thought to have requited
your affection. I did hope to be a prop round which your
affections might have clung, and which would never have been
shaken; but a rude blast has snapped it, and they have fallen
over a grave.
“This is no time for affliction. I have had public motives to
sustain my mind, and I have not suffered it to sink; but there
have been moments in my imprisonment when my mind was so sunk by
grief on her account that death would have been a refuge. God
bless you, my dearest Richard. I am obliged to leave off
immediately.”
The second was addressed to Thomas Addis Emmet and his wife. It was
suppressed by the Lord Lieutenant’s orders, and found its final
destination in the Home Office Secret Papers, whence Mr. MacDonagh first
exhumed it:
“My dearest Tom and Jane,
“I am just going to do my last duty to my country. It can be
done as well on the scaffold as on the field. Do not give way to
any weak feeling on my account, but rather encourage proud ones
that I have possessed fortitude and tranquillity of mind to the
last.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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